Numb
A heart hurting with the pain of loss,
A soul bleeding from the knife of betrayal,
Fall to my knees,tears in my eyes,
What happened to us?
I always thought it was love.
You told me you loved me,you missed me,
I believed you,I was blind.
I look and see,this and this,they were signs,
I should've known you'd leave me,
Everyone does,sooner or later.
What made me think you were any different?
Maybe it was the bond of pains gone past,
Maybe is was the tenderness in your eyes,
The way you'd touch my hair and face,
But it's all gone now,destroyed by hurtful words,
I curl up inside myself,something in there has died,
My heart,my soul,who knows what injury you did me,
My eyes are blank,there's no more pain,
Better?No,numb,I can't feel anymore,but I like it that way,
No more heartache,no more sorrow,thank God,
But no more joy,no more love,I can't care,
Love causes heartache,joy turns into sorrow,
Take my emotions then,take my pain,take my life,
I don't want them,I just want to be numb.
