Loss
Pain cutting through my heart like a knife,
I wish for nothing more than the death of this life.
Tears ripped from my soul course down my face.
Am I in a barren Iceland, the depths of hell, what is this place?
In one instant ice freezes my heart and fire sears my mind.
There are no ties yet to this mortal world that me do bind.
A dark cloud of oblivion settles around me obscuring the pain.
As he turns from me daylight's saving rays being to wane.
I reach out to him, seeking to grasp the slender thread,
If I miss, if he pulls away I know I'll be dead.
I have begun to fall into the black abyss.
I cry out to him, beseeching him to save me from this.
I can't live without him, though I can no longer live with him.
People say I'm crazy, I've thrown my life away on a whim.
They know not the love I've known without which all is cold.
They know not the warmth of knowing me in his heart he did hold.
But he's leaving me now, I am to be forever more alone.
My heart stops beating, I become a thing of stone.
Why did you go? Why couldn't you stay?
I could've shown you, I could've proved, there was another way.
