I hurt you and I'm sorry
I almost made you cry
But how could you still
feel the way you do
I took your heart and tore it in two
you still look at me the same as you always do
I can't look at you the same
and you probably wonder why
It's because I still feel the same
deep down inside
I know I still like you
and that I still care
But God's making my life
just so damn unfair
I sit here and think
and down falls a tear
A tear of joy
for my tests end feels near
I want to call you
and tell you the good news
but then I stop and think
wait, what have I got to lose
what if I am wrong
what if it isn't almost over
or what if I failed
at proving my strength
I think I did a good job
of not going totally insane
What do you think
is it over, should I go on
what if it's not
what if you're wrong
why does this test
feel so long
is it just me
or is my life almost gone
I hope that it's over
the test that is
cause I am getting
sick of this shit
I'm glad you still feel
the way that you do
cause I think I might be
falling for you.
10/30/03