I am gone from that world
but the memory still follows me just a few steps behind
It taunts me in photos
And phone calls from the people who were supposed to care the most
Everytime I cry I remember them
And the words they killed me with
The knife I used to heal myself is tucked inside a tiny shoebox
The hate they made me see myself with still sometiems seeps through the cracks
They claim to be the beholders of the universe
Do they know they could end before their next breath begins?
And if tomorrow doesn't come for me bury me deep inside your precious heart
The rest of the world is too blind to see just why you mean so much to me
Living without your love is the most painful thought of all
All I ask is for you to never leave my side
Don't be like the other and leave me on my knees in tears
You are my only peace in this carousel of hell on earth
A broken record their words of "wisdom" as they say
They are only filled with jealousy
They wish they could feel the way I do when I am close to you.