Before you always seemed too old
to be considered a close friend,
but now I see you different
for the advice you so willingly lend.
The difference in our age
is what will always keep us apart,
but I'll always love you in some way
you'll always be in my heart.
I see you and want to die
becuase I know you don't feel the same,
I've become so very shy
and filled with so much shame.
But for now I must go on
and act like everything's fine,
becuase you don't want me too
I'm the last in line.