It hurts me to promise you
That I won't bleed again,
All this pain inside
I'd rather feel in my wrists.
My heart was broken
But it's fixing itself now,
I'm healing
But this is eating me from the inside out.
I want you to help me
Even though you really can't
The razor....
It's calling my name
Beconing my small hand to pick it up
It is making me want to bleed
To leak all my agony through these cuts
But I can't...
I won't
I won't slash my skin
I won't tear it
I won't scar it
I told you my secrets
You know
You know about my blood
How it once flowed so freely down the drain
My arms are still scarred
Even though it is healing
But this anger
Raging through my blood
It wants out
It's pressuring to cut my arm
The glistening blade...
It looks to comforting
I'd rather feel my warm blood drip
That this pain suffocating my soul.
I want to bleed
But I can't
I won't
You made me promise