Don't ask what's my name
my age doesn't matter
you'll never nkow of how I cried
or how I threw up so I wouldn't get fatter.
Who I am makes no difference
just label me another kid dead
you won't know how I was beat
and of the cuts I hid.
Last night I took some pills
hoping I might O.D.
all it does is weaken me more
this is all part of me.
But you'll never know
about my suicidal cries
you'll never know that after the last break-up
my soul and heart dies.
The state is going to lock me up
because of the things I've done
so I might just kill myself
I wanna see light and sun.
What you don't realize
is that I've been waiting so long
and you don't know I live off music
"Suicide Letters" is my favorite song.
You'll never know
of how I loved to write
because you didn't take the chance
to know about my internal fight.
But one thing you'll never know
is that I've seen the light
after I took those pills, I found a knife
and I really did die last night.