In life I have realized what I knew
That death would save me from you
How to end this, fight of just fall
Live or just plainly end it all.
Why do people take a blade to thier arm?
It used to feel like a wasted harm
Now I feel like I take this blade
Swipe end to end then safety is made.
I no longer want to feel this pain
My mind is losing what was sane
Reality is not all good to me
Depression and crying is all I see.
Will I or won't I, now I do not know
Only time has that answer, will it show
I do not want to go without knowing you
But that blinding light is now a tarnished glow.
Please someone calling out please
Let my life continue without falling to my knees
Someone just make an effort to show me some care
Just show me please that someone is there.