These tears of hate
Slide down my cheeks
As I think of the
Rejection I've faced
Shunned by boy
And girl alike
Hated by all
Loved by no one
Just one thing has changed
Since I was small
And that's my understanding
Of it all
The cause of all this......
Unreasonable hatred
I have realized
I am the cause
I bitch and moan
About being fat or ugly
But it's all true
In my mind
But now I realize
I'm not just ugly
On the outside
But inside too
Where it counts
So I apologize now
As the knife slides
Through my viens
Ever so gently
As the blood begins
To freely flow
As my problems
Fade aways with reality
I apologize for the wrongs
I have wronged
For complaining so much
For just being me
Now darkness is coming
Good-bye to you all
I'm floating away now
Away from you all
I see myself
From up above
My tear stained face
My bloodied wrists
And realize with shock
What I've done
But farewell I guess
I deserved it
Anyways.