When Crickets Cry
by
wetzelbill


Corner shadow swallowed up in a
moment
of bitter ecstasy like the swallow I
took and euphoria glory flying in
my mind's jagged edge

Wanting to crawl in a hole the
Crickets
crying, chirping hollow dreams
Drinking morning in tiny sips
small enough in silence

And I sit by my corner bedpost
thinking
words that may not mean anything
but may mean everything for all I
know but I go deaf anyway

Wishing I had gone blind instead
memory
Of visions playing in my mind
like movies nobody ever watched
or really cared to see

Flies crawling on my skin feel
innocent
not knowing someday the spider
will catch them and suck them dry
hollow them like myself

My self introspection makes me
Beg
for mercy and place a gun in my
hand I can only think all things
important love nothing

I feel unimportant because I do
Feel
emotion all I do is love and care
but now I don't love or care to
have that necessary evil

Hours go by like days sometimes
years
wheat fields hate worse than humans
could cutting chafing while spiders
crawl on my ceiling


This is basically a drug addict, all messed up and feeling sorry for himself
in his addiction, but not to the point where he thinks he can stop. He's one
step from either hitting rock bottom or hurting himself. Except for one
thing, he just od'd and will die if he isn't found soon. Not sure if he
makes it or not, but I'd say he most likely doesn't. All he hears are the
sounds of the night and then silence cuz he's dying. His hallucinations are
getting freaky and he wishes they would stop. Kind of scary stuff, but if
you read it again you'll see the little telltale signs that gives away what
the poem is about. Sort of just gave you all a Poetry 101, I guess. -Bill
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