Insomnia
by
wetzelbill


Piceous sounds fall down from the
Night sky as I lay awake for over
twenty years
Counting the stars one by one

Hearing over and over, Crying in
the night, Same as it's always been
My insomnia
Is hidden by nightly daydreams that

Are not differentiated, Since time
is all the same to me, Day or night
Doesn't matter
I'm awake for both, They morph into

Each other and years are months, are
days, are minutes, are seconds, For all
I know
But not for all I care, because I wasted

So many seconds into years into half a decade
when I stayed, staring at the Northern Lights
Aurora Dawn
Over Sweetgrass hills, Over Elliot Bay, Over the

Catalina Mountains, or is that sundown not sunrise?
On Chief Mountain, Mount Ranier, or the desert foothills
Not sure
My mind is not clear, I just know I'm here and was there

And was there again, not even a second ago, or was
It a year in time, I couldn't say, without sleep I
Can't Wake
But who says you can't dream, even if your eyes never

Close, but maybe for a second that becomes a minute that
becomes a year, That becomes a waste of time, which smells
Of Fruition
Of inevitability in the end, for the ones who never sleep

But hold dreams like destiny with a blink of an eye
A smile in the night for those dead sounds falling and
They cease
To cry, I wake to cantillating birds in Sonoran luminance



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