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| The First Spirit by � calmingriver i was eight years old and sitting outside my house on the steps. in two weeks i would turn 9 years old. i did not want to turn nine, for i thought it would change everything and i was content at being eight. so, i sat and was sad. this was a big thing to me and troubled me deeply. so i sat alone and thought on this for hours. i new my dad was big and had to go to a place called work. i new my mom was big and was always cooking and cleaning and havin babies. i was so distrought i called out to the great spirit for help and a spirit came and talked with me and comforted me. "it will be all right, every year you will get older and more wise. do not worry i am with you, ive been waiting on you to call me." as the years go on and my life is seasoned i will always remember that first encounter with my spirit guide. for many a time i haved called out and the spirit guide has kept the words spoken to me when i was young. and i am not ever alone, ever. |