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| I Wish by � biidsis I wish I didn�t sigh deeply when faced with a blank page. I wish mom wouldn�t sell her illusions anymore. I wish I could live in the reality of the Creator. I wish I had hugged Xia more often when I had the chance. I wish dysfunction had no place in this world. I wish both of my families truly knew how they make me feel. I wish I had told Rita how much her laughter meant to me. I wish I had spent more time at Vollie�s bedside before she crossed. I wish I had the gift to heal the broken hearted and lift the downcast. I wish I wish I wish that when I sigh deeply that it would cleanse my spirit. I wish my father knew me better, but he was not allowed that right. I wish Love for my family and health and all the comfort they need. I am thankful for the blank page, it gives me voice. I am thankful to become my mother�s mother in these coming years. I am thankful the Creator�s reality is there when I am ready. I am thankful for knowing Xia; she made me a better person. I am thankful I recognize my own dysfunction. I am thankful for my families both, each a gift in different ways. I am thankful for laughing with Rita and the way the sound lifted me I am thankful I took the chance to tell our Vollie how much she meant to us. I am thankful for the healing that comes my way and hope to share the energy. I am thankful thankful thankful for the light of Great Spirit and Mother Earth. I am thankful that I know my father better than he thinks. I am thankful for the love of my family and the healing that love brings to me. bangan biidaaban |