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Love Letters to Bobbie |
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This was an email sent to Bobbie from Nathalie on 10-2-03 |
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Hello sweetie, I am about getting ready to go to bed but I wanted to send you a quick email so that you'd have something to read when you came home and hopefully put a smile on your face! I know you have been a little down lately so maybe this will help cheer you up until I get there in person to hold you and kiss you and make you feel better myself. Baby, I'm so in love with you, when I think about it, my mind just goes blank and I can't think of anything at all! There's just you on my mind and you're truly amazing (even though you dont think so). In a way, it's not intimidating, I think that's the wrong word, I guess it's scary in a way, I mean, I've never felt this way before and I don't know what to do with it. It's a wonderful feeling, just more than a bit overwhelming. The new and the unknown you know baby? I wouldn't change it for anything, though!!! I love you so incredibly much, but you're just so... god, I don't know, amazing and wonderful to me. It's like my soul just wants to cry out with love and wrap you with warmth and comfort and happiness and everything that's good and wonderful, just like you. I sometimes need wings to just take off and fly and you give those to me. I need to spread this feeling of great joy and happiness over the whole world. What can I say? I just love you and you make me so happy. I do love you and truly enjoy the attention and time you spend with me. I can not believe how wonderful a person can feel on the inside when someone else truly loves them with no expectations or demands. I am so use to a nice comment being followed with a "smart" remark, or wondering what the underlining meaning of the remark was. I am not familiar to this type of relationship. Is this all a dream to me??? If so, please never wake me up. I could live in this dream for a long time. I can not wait till I see you again, you sexy, sexy woman!!!! I wish I could come home to you, be with you every day, every night, whether its winding down with you or going through the daily and nightly stuff about sharing a home with you and our kids. It doesn't matter what I?m doing there as long as I am with you. It's no wonder why I'm sleepy sometimes because I'm still dreaming. I am not awake to the reality of the world around me, the world you give me. I'm here watching the pictures of you on my screen, your smiles, your gorgeous eyes, your (our) kids and the love that surrounds you when you are with them. It warms my heart! I miss you so much my sweet angel! You know I love you. You knew I loved you. Hummmmmm!!!! Being in your arms, holding you tight, not tight enough it seems sometimes, your warm body, keeping me warm inside *sigh* and to hear you tell me you love me too is something I cant wait to have again! How wonderful that will be! My heart pounds so strongly when I'm thinking of you. My body warms up with love! I'm living in love, forever after! I never want these feeling to end! And you know something, being with you assures me they won't!!! How do you do that? How did you manage to steal my heart the way you did? It doesnt matter because whatever you did, I am forever grateful because I fell in love the minute I started talking to you and the feeling keeps growing stronger and stronger everyday! I do love you with all my heart, soul and body and I do pray that you never ever forget that! You have made a hole in my heart, however, contrary to others that came in and out of my life, this hole you made is a wonderful hole. It's a hole that holds you dear and close to me every single day. It's a hole that could never be filled with anything or anyone else but you! You fill that hole with your love and tenderness that you give me everyday! What a wonderful feeling! I could go on and on about how much I love you sweetie! I could write a 100 chapter book on it :) Because I love you so very much for so many different reasons! Never forget that sweetie! Please put a smile on your face when you read this and remember, we will be together in just 15 days from the time you read this :) I am counting the days my sweet baby! I hope that this helped cheer you up a little? Smile for me my sweet baby! I love you so very much! I'll email you from work and talk to you when I get home my sweets! *hugs&kisses* Nathalie |
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Another e-mail sent to Bobbie by Nathalie on 23 - 07- 03 |
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Please marry me and be my wife from this day forward until the end of time! Please take my hand as I take yours and let's lead each other into the future that we both deserve! Please take the key to my heart and introduce it to yours, as from this day forward, I will no longer need it! You have opened my heart and it now belongs to you! If you marry me, I promise that I will give you everything in this world that you so much deserve. From happiness to friendship, from love to cuddles, to kisses! I want to make love to you under the sunset every night and tell you how I so much love you! Will you marry me my sweet angel? |
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Another e-mail sent to Bobbie by Nathalie on 17 - 11- 03 |
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Honey,
When I say I love you, it means something. We are so much bigger now than our early words. I am glad we became real together. I want us always to be real, so I write you letters telling you how I feel. You're probably rolling your eyes. How could you not know how I feel after all my words to you? I guess this letter is about words. What is the meaning we have given our words? Saying "I love you" doesn't even scratch the surface of my feelings for you. It's like trying to squeeze us into three small words. What does it
mean? I love you. I love you. I love you. Sometimes I'm so in love with you, and that is all I say: I love you. I love you. "I love you" means how your body feels curled up behind me in bed, or when you're in front of me, your back, it's skin and muscles, your spine and neck, how I love to plant my lips on your shoulders; how complete I feel when we talk about us; how new-born you can make me feel; how saddened I am by the weight you carry in your mind; how beautiful I am when I touch you; how you console me when I want to quit; how you keep me looking at myself; my pride in the meaning of our life together; how you bring me flowers for no reason at all; how you stop me from being hard on myself (and I know it can't be easy); because you make me feel better than I would; how when we hold one another the world feels a little better; how we saved each other from loneliness and more dying; how we will again and forever; how amazing is your art that turns sorrow into solitude into beauty, into compassion; how you are a poet with your hands, an artist with your eyes; God, how I love your nakedness, your legs that walk, arms that hold; how you shape the world, even naked, even vulnerable; how our hands fit together; how we didn't have to ask or talk or make a plan, but just knew; as if we said, "Here. This way. This is where I belong." God, how I love you so very much my sweets! Please don't ever forget that! You are my world, my one and only love, my wife always and forever. No matter what this world has to throw at us, from this point on, I know that I will have you and you will have me to surpass these hard times. I love you my sweet baby!
From your wife
Nathalie |
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More to come!!! |
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