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We met on Feb. 26th 2003, in a Lesbian delphi forum. I wasnt looking for love to say the least. I had been hurt so much, I didnt want to go through with that again. But i kept seeing this gal Naticole keep posting the funniest things. I went to check out her profile and I thought she was so beautiful. (I still do) I was so scared to talk with her so I would read everything she wrote and try to write her back. Or just go everyday and see if she had been on, well on the 26th I got up enough nerve to talk to this beautiful creature. We talked and flirted for a few hours on the forum and then chatted on MSN til 4:30am. We have talked every day since that day, either on MSN or by phone. We met in a forum and had never met each other in person, til I broke my left foot and had time off of work so I drove to Canada to meet her. I stayed a week with her, it was wonderful!! In that time together we really became one, in all aspects! It was just wonderful being with someone who is your soulmate and knows your every move and thought! The trick to our relationship, the distance! She lives in Canada about 10 hour drive, I know i drove it!! And I live in Michigan. Im 29 and she is 26. We have a few differences but oh so many more things in common. We met each other in the lowest time of both of our lives and have contuined to pull each other up. I fell in love with Nathalie so fast, almost too fast, but it just felt so right and still does. We can finish each others sentences and know what one is feeling. We are the bestest of friends. On May 6th I asked Nathalie to marry me. It was very fast in the relationship but it just felt right. She is my soulmate and there was noone else on this earth that I would rather spend my life with. I dropped her ring before giving it to her, i was so nervous. So we were looking all over the floor for her ring. Thankfully we found it and now its on her finger and will never come off!!!! I love Nathalie more then the air I breathe, she has done so much for me and my children in the way of love and trust. She is a wonderful person, She has accpeted my children as her own and I couldn't ask for anything more then that. Nathalie has came to Michigan and spent a spell with us as a family, and it was the best time in my life. We could be the couple/family that we wanted to be. I cant wait to be able to do that everyday with her. I love you so much Nathalie, with all of my heart and soul!!!!! ~~~~ Bobbie~~~~ Update 12-7-03 Since Nathalie has been gone from Michigan, I have fell into a deep state of depression. Not being able to be with her everyday is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. This depression has put a big strain on our relationship but the angel that my Nath is, has contuined to (put up) stick by me. I love her so dam much and I want to be able to show her in everyway, everyday! Being apart I can not do that! That has been the hardest thing for me!! Hopefully one day I'll be able to update this again and say "We've FINALLY found a way to be together" I LOVE YOU NATHALIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Forever and Always~~~~~~~~~Bobbie |
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