Your lips,
Our hips,
Entwined.
I can still smell your hair,
So soft,
My heart aloft,
I love that you care.
I can just imagine,
What would come nex�
I would have died with pleasure
If we had�
Your eyes staring at me,
You asking me how?
Just us, to be!
I know what I need now,
To escape reality,
So we fall asleep
And it�s just you and me!
I know what I have now,
The less I see you
The more I want you!
You�re so precious
That I am going to do everything I can to make sure I don�t make the same mistake twice!
That�s it,
Ha!
I�m out of the pit!
In the past few weeks,
She�s still been in there,
But for the last two weeks,
She�s been out of my head,
Not even a peep,
While I lay in bed.
That�s something I thought I would never do,
But I found someone else,
Another special you!
She listens to my tales,
She misses me,
When I�m not there!
She wants to see,
If we can make this work!
She�s honest with me,
She�s all that�s in my head!
I just want her to be,
With me, in my�
I�m the guy everyone hates,
No revision and still manage to pass.
One day I�ll get what�s coming,
Cos� I know that it won�t last.
I�ve had two of everything for 13 years,
Since my mum walked out at 3.
It took awhile for me to see these tears,
Just won�t make a difference.
I have such an easy life,
Yet I�m still liable to crack.
I take so much for granted,
That I�m all ready to pack.
Now you know me�
She said as he shrugs his shoulders,
And looks the other way.
�You alright?�
Someone queries,
As he thinks about last night...
When no bagel makes me sad!
I wish I could wake up,
To see you,
Before any food.
I want to feel you,
Evermore,
To kiss you,
�Til we�re sore!
I need you to want me,
�Cos no female has stayed,
And it�s always my fault!
Long tears I cried,
For years I tried,
And now I realize,
It�s no use!
But that�s why I need YOU!
Because you are
The angel I never had!
I don�t know what it is,
I jut wanna give to you,
What you gave to me!
Don�t worry about me,
I�m easy!
I never seem to do more,
That rattle the door.
Sometimes you gasp,
But I�m never sure,
If it�s for pleasure or pain,
So I don�t know if it�s what I�m looking for!?!
I thought I found that damn thing,
You grabbed me closer to make sure I didn�t go,
Then we heard the damn phone ring,
And the moment was lost.
Is it me we�re waiting on?
Cos Danny seems to think so.
Tell me if I�m wrong,
I don�t wanna pressure you!!!!
So don�t worry about me,
I�m not going anywhere.
I still can�t believe it,
So I�m sorry when I stare!
Lye here awake.
For many days I,
Try to stop this pain.
For many years I,
Die in your quake.
For many months I,
Have lived without gain.
Just bottle it up, and keep it all inside.
Don�t let it out, it could be dangerous.
So bottle it up, and live this lie.
I won�t cut myself, I said I wouldn�t.
I can�t talk; I don�t know what it is.
My backs against the wall,
I�m trapped in this corner,
I�m tired of them all,
Trying to run my life,
I�m now legal to do things I�ve done,
But they still think I don�t know what to do,
I want to but I know I won�t run,
So I sit here and bide my time.
Everything I say?
Is it all false cries,
Every single day?
I say the same thing,
Each time I open up,
Not that it has helped yet,
Each time I empty my cup.
But I had my own way,
It was like a drug.
Addictive and dangerous,
To see all that blood!
I started and could not stop,
It wasn�t for power,
But because my anger seeped away within my blood,
No wonder it tasted so sour!
I watch seconds turn to minutes,
My voice never changing tone,
And minutes to hours,
Remembering that finest hour of ours...
But the hours won't turn to days.
You've been gone for less than a day,
And i feel lost without cause!
I keep watching for you to say,
You've arrived safely!
Wishing you were here,
It doesn't seem fair,
That it's all unclear.
Waiting for you,
Waiting for me,
To do the things we do...
And see the things we see...
Wanting your breath,
On my neck,
Wanting my lips,
On your hips.
We must bide our time,
Before we satisfy,
The blank space,
Inside our empty case.
I�m not sure what to say,
I know it�s not for long,
But still every song,
Seems to remind me of you,
As I sit and wonder what to do.
I watch you leave my arms,
I think of when I wasn�t calm,
Under your duvet we lye with each other,
Where we can�t help but play with one another.
But soon I�ll watch you walk,
Towards where I stand.
And listen to you talk,
Before I land,
My lips on your�,
And let my hands explore,
The ship that�s hit my shore.
Then we�ll lye to catch our breath,
With your head on my chest,
I�ll treasure the moment,
As it will be the last,
For so long.