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This Wound Beaten, swollen soul no bandage, no medication not for this wound Make fun of me Don't let me know Talk to me Don't let me know Curse me Don't let me know Steal from me Don't let me know Insult me Don't let me know Hate me Don't let me know You hate me, you torture me but you don't let me know You can hate me Just don't let me know Don't let me see Don't let me hear Don't let me speak Don't let me realize Don't let me realize what has happened Don't let me realize what you have done Don't let me realize how things really are You don't think that I can see you? You don't think I know you? You don't think I understand? I have seen it. I have seen life, beauty, love lust memories, violence, drugs, flowers, blood, death and and and and I have seen hate. Your hate I have seen your hate Your black soulless hate I've seen your hate assualt me And I don't like what I see. I merely watch your hate as tears fabricate near my eyes. It hurts. You laugh at me and it hurts. You think it's funny. You see my pain. And you think it's funny. It's not funny. It leaves deep scars. Scars that cut so far into my heart that they peirce my soul. These scars are ugly. And make me ugly. I will never be beautiful. I can no longer find beauty in normal places. And I hate you too. I hate you with all my heart Every last bit of me I hate you with a bitter bitter vengeful hate a bitter hate that eats at the edges of my head. A powerful bitterness A bitterness that falls off the tip of my nose. A vengefulness to match the bitterness Bitter bitter vengefulness that is vengeful and hateful and bitter and bitter and hateful and and and love, but still hate more and more red blooded hate and beautiful love, a beautiful love scarred by hate and never allowed to grow again. hate, beauty, blood, love, and more hate in a neverending cirle. Don't worry.... I won't let you know that ...that... It makes me cry. |
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