who the hell am i?
my sanity's come crashing down
my morals are slipping by
on muddy slopes of doubt
in myself and in my faith
i think i lost my way back home
get me out of this place
how did i end up here?
where did this all start?
i've been slowly drifting
and it's tearing me apart
who am i?
i wish i knew
and for that matter,
who are You?
i thought i knew once
but maybe i didn't have a choice
and as i'm growing older
perhaps i've found my voice
i don't doubt Your existence
that's just dumb, even for me
but i often wonder if You're what
Your book makes You out to be
did You never exist?
or did You simply disappear?
i wish someone would tell me
'cause i could really use You here
but it all seems to be in vain
nothing's the way it used to be
has everything changed?
or is it just me?
too many things, too hard to find
my true feelings buried deep inside
so sick and tired of all the lies
i've been kicked down, i've been destroyed
this empty hole has become a void
a thing i don't know how to fix
how did i get myself into this?
i'm all alone, i've been attacked
my hurts keep piling up on my back
bringing me down, i'm looking for light
i used to care, now i don't even try
i just want some meaning
and a purpose to life
is there anything more?
or is this all? just strife?
this carousel of life
keeps my mind spinning 'round
can someone stop the music?
i just want to sit down
...and forget about today...