Chapter 7
JC opened the door to his
room. Lance had now joined them. SO, the
four men quietly entered the room.
JC and Lance sat on the two beds
and Chris found a chair. Justin sank to
the floor.
"OK, Curly. Start
talking." Lance said.
"Well, I'm an idiot. I'm an
asshole. And I should be killed right about now." Justin said.
"Seriously,
Justin.
Tell us what happened." JC said.
"Well, I umm, I kissed
her." He said firmly. The three men
looked at each other. They were all
happy. All of them had figured it would
happen sooner or later. But why was he so upset?
"Umm, J is that ALL?"
Chris laughed. Soon Lance and JC
followed but Justin sat on the floor. He
thought he had cried all the tears he had.
But now his friends were laughing at him and the tears swelled up again.
"Seriously, J....hehe...I thought you had told her you were dying or
something the way you two were acting. Damn man, it was only a kiss." JC
said behind chuckles. He ended by
busting into laughter. He covered his
face with a pillow to try and stop.
Chris and Lance were no better.
"OH my gosh.
You guys are laughing at me." Justin stood up shocked as a tear ran down
his cheek. When they kept on laughing he
was pushed over the edge.
"WOULD YOU SHUT THE FUCK
UP???" He screamed as the flood broke.
That silenced them.
"I can't believe you
guys. Yeah, I kissed her. But obviously, it doesn't mean anything to
you. Well it sure as hell meant a lot to
me. I don't think you guys realized HOW
I kissed her."
"Justin, what are you talking
about? It was just a kiss, right?"
JC tried to calm him.
"NO JC! IT WAS A HELL OF A
LOT MORE THAN A DAMN KISS. THIS WAS PURE
PASSION GUYS. I'VE NEVER IN MY LIFE
KISSED ANYONE LIKE I KISSED HER. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I COULD KISS LIKE THAT. YOU DONT, YOU CANT...ARGGGG" Justin
stuttered as he angrily paced around the room.
He was speechless. Finally he
found some words.
He ran a shaky hand through his
wild curls and stopped pacing the floor. "You don't realize how BIG of a
deal that kiss was. Meredith has only
been kissed by one other guy and the way I kissed her was like...let's just say
if I hadn't stopped my self exactly when I did, I'm pretty sure we would have
had sex." Justin quietly said.
"Justin, Meredith's
a..." Lance was interrupted
"I know she is a virgin. I know!
But you guys weren't there. She
was kissing me and I was kissing her like we were the last two beings on
earth. It was...I can't even describe
it."
"So, our Curly boy got a
little action from our G" Chris smiled but wiped it away when Justin
glared at him.
"I don't think you guys
understand me. I know I'm not making
this easy. I barely understand it myself.
But, (sigh), you guys can't laugh at me when I say this.... But, when I
kissed her I started getting this feeling inside of me I've never known
before. I can't even begin to describe
it. Thoughts came to me while I was kissing
her that I've never thought about with any other girl. I starting thinking
about watching her walk down the isle towards me in a white dress. I starting wandering
what types of goofy remarks she would make on our honeymoon. I pictured our kids. What they would look like. I started thinking about a future with
her. It scared me shitless you guys.
I've NEVER had those thoughts before."
"Wow, Justin. I had no idea." Chris said.
"Justin, why was Meredith
crying?" JC carefully asked.
Justin barely laughed and sat down
on the floor again. He looked down at
his hands. "I ran away from her. I
kissed her with everything I was worth.
When I was finished I looked down at her, and you guys should have seen
it. She looked like a creature I've
never seen before. She was the most
beautiful thing I've EVER seen. I was
terrified of her. So I pushed myself off
her and ran away. I ran away from
her. I ran away from the one person I
have ever truly been in love with." Justin said aloud. He finally was
making some sense to himself as he talked all this out.
"Oh my gosh
Justin." Lance said amazed.
"What?"
"We all thought there was
something beginning between you two but we never knew it was this intense. We knew you loved her. We never knew you were IN love with
her." Lance continued.
"Yeah, well take a number,
because I had no clue until today either."
"Justin, you've screwed
up." JC said shaking his head.
"I mean, as much as I want to tell you happy things, I cant. She's GOT to be
hurt. Like you said, this was her second
kiss and if it was that intense I bet she was just a confused if not more so
than you are."
"Actually it was her 3rd
kiss. I've kissed her before."
Justin mumbled.
"YOU WHAT? Why didn't you tell
us this stuff??" Chris exclaimed.
"Well, last night I gave her a extremely light, but oh God was it sweet, kiss. I was like 2 seconds long." He paused
for a moment, smiling as he remembered the kiss. "You guys, I've got to
fix this. I have to have her in my
life. If I can't love her I have to at
least have her friendship. I cant live without it."
"Well J, I'm willing to help
you in any way possible." Chris said.
"Me
too." Lance put in.
Justin looked expectantly at
JC. JC smiled, "I'm there for ya all the way, buddy."
"Well I've got about 2 weeks
until she leaves us, we've got to work fast!" Justin said.
"Well then, let's start
cracking." JC commented as the guys
all huddled together to think up a plan.
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About a week later
Justin and Meredith barely talked
to each other in the past days. Justin
constantly asked the other guys how she was.
She was fine, a little depressed, but other than that she was their
normal 'g.'
They had 5 shows left and Meredith
was becoming more and more aware that in about a week she would be thrown back
into her regular life. Or would she?
She had not told the guys about
this but she would be starting college soon after she got back. She had been accepted to NC State and
He confused her and enthralled her
all at the same time. She loved him but
was certain he didn't feel the same way, he had run
away from her. But even though she loved
him, she knew if the feelings WERE returned she couldn't be with him. It was too hard. Too much. Too much of a reminder of
Dan.
All the guys were in the back
lounge area of the bus, where an all out Playstation
war was going on. Meredith sat in the
kitchenette area of the bus. She was by
herself and was enjoying the time alone. But it didn't last long.
"EY M!! GET IN HERE!" JC yelled at her. She groaned and stood up to stretch. She made her way to the back of the bus and
pulled the door open.
"WHUT?" She asked annoyed.
"Come here my
love!" He said with a sweet smile
and open arms.
"What do you want?" She
said not moving with her hands on her hips.
"GEEZ
WOMAN!
I just want you to come back here and stop being unsociable." He sighed frustrated and rolled his eyes.
"OK!" She smiled sweetly, walked over and plopped
down in his lap.
"What's going on you
guys?" She asked playing with JC's for once, ungelled hair.
"I'm kicking Curly's ass on playstation."
Chris stated.
"You wish!" Justin elbowed him.
"They've been like this all
day..." Lance yawned.
"Hey, Joe what's on the
schedule for tonight?" Meredith asked resting her back against JC's chest
Joey looked at her like 'I cant
believe you just asked that...' and said, " What
else? Clubbing, baby."
"I'm there!" Lance said.
"Count me in." Chris said
elbowing Justin, as he tried to get ahead in the game.
"I'm in for some clubbin'!" JC
said as he bounced Meredith up and down on his knee.
"Watch it Santa clause, don't
want you to bust a knee cap!" Meredith said. "I could use a good release like dancing
tonight."
"NO!" JC shouted.
"Excuse me?"
"Well, umm, you look tired. I
think you need to rest." JC
stuttered. Justin had dropped his
control and gave JC a look that said, "shut up
now."
"I got 14 hours of sleep last
night, C. I think that I can party hardy
tonight. Unless you just don't want me with you guys." She pouted.
Why don't you just wait and see if
a better offer comes up. I'm going to go
call my mom. And Chris the war is not over. You are going DOWN!" Justin
said and walked out of the room.
-Better offer? What is he talking about? Why is he talking
to me? -
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Meredith was watching a movie in
the Lounge area of the venue during the concert. She was taking the guys phone messages again
and was halfway asleep when...
"M&M come here, I need you to do something." Lonnie told her from the door. She walked up to him and asked.
"Sure, what's up?"
"Follow me."
Lonnie led her down through the
tunnels of the venue. She could hear the
guys' performance above her. They were
doing "Space Cowboy". She
loved that performance. She thought the
dance moves were awesome. She could hear
the screams of the millions of girls and was wondering what Lonnie needed her
to do. Lonnie made his way to an area
backstage and Meredith was extremely confused.
"Umm, Lonnie what do you need
me to do?"
"Just stand right
there."
Then 4 females approached her. Cecil, the wardrobe lady.
Marie, the hair stylist. Anna, the makeup artist.
And Theresa, Johnny's assistant also known as the "tour mother".
"Umm, what are we doing
here?" Cecil asked Meredith.
"Lonnie told me he needed me
to do something. But I'm just standing
here."
"Yeah me
too.
I wonder what is going on?" Theresa asked looking around.
"Ladies this way,
please." Lonnie motioned for them
to come to the entrance area of the stage.
"Lonnie what the hell is goin on?" Anna
asked him.
"You'll see, listen to
JC." He said pointing to the stage.
On stage...
"...So, we thought we would
give these ladies a nice present for helping us with the tour. Because without them there
would be no tour. And There would
be no *Nsync. So when we bring them out
here we want all of you to show them some love.
OK??" JC listened to the
crowd cheered and he and the rest of the guys ran off stage towards the ladies.
"Well, my ladies are you
ready to go on stage?" JC asked
once they were all back there.
"OH MY
GOSH! NOOOO NOOO NOO! I am NOT going up
there." Theresa exclaimed. She was extremely stagefrieght.
"Come on girls, we don't have
much time." JC said.
He linked his arm with Theresa and
brought her on stage. The crowd cheered.
He took his microphone and said, "This is Theresa. She is our manager's assistant but she is also
the mother of the tour. Without her we
would be just a bunch of crazy boys. Thank you Theresa for all that you do."
He brought her over the steps on the stage and she nervously sat down and
mouthed 'you're dead.'
Next Lance entered the stage
leading Cecil. "All right folks,
this is Cecil. She tells us what to wear
and what NOT to wear. Thanks for the
great styles CC."
Joey brought Anna on stage. "Well, HELLLLOOOOO. THIS is Anna, our make up lady. She makes us look real purty
for all you ladies out there. Thanks A-wol."
Chris brought Marie on to the
stage. "AHHHH!!!
YOU GUYS THIS IS MARIE! I want all of
you to tell Marie a SPECIAL thank you. SHE is our hair stylist and SHE is the
one who told me to ditch the braids! Thanks girl! I owe you a
Meredith was waiting backstage as
each woman was introduced to the crowd and seated on the steps. Justin
approached her.
"You ready to go out
there?" He asked shyly.
"Timberlake, what's going
on?" She annoyingly asked.
"You'll see..." He
stepped behind her and placed his hands on her shoulders. She shivered at his touch. He quietly waited his cue. "...You'll
see."
He stood beside her and offered
his hand. Their fingers intertwined as
they walked to the stage. As soon as they touched the stage he untwind their fingers and just clasped her hand. He didn't want the crowd to be
suspicious. But in another sense he
didn't care. She wasn't fighting
him. She was following him. He brought the microphone to his mouth as he
brought her to centerstage.
"All right people, this is
Meredith. She is *Nsync's
assistant. She doesn't realize how much
she will be missed once the tour is over.
But Meredith..." He turned to her and looked her straight in the
eye. "...We thank you from the bottom of our hearts and we love
you." He then kissed her cheek and
brought her over the steps with everyone else.
The guys sat down beside the girl
they brought on stage and the melody of "God must have spent..." came
on. Meredith looked down at her hand
that held Justin's and since it was out of sight from the crowd, she locked her
fingers in-between his. She looked up at
him and he began the song, looking straight in her eyes. She didn't even hear the words. She just stared at him.
A tan bandanna was containing his
wild hair. His eyes were shining a deep blue.
His lips were perfectly accenting every word and every now and then he would
smile. She was oblivious to the screaming fans and the huge lights. All she saw was Justin. Soon the song was
over. He leaned in and kissed her temple
and looked at her and whispered. "I'm sooo sorry,"
with genuine eyes. She just
nodded and he led her off stage.
"Angel, meet me in the lobby
of the hotel at
"Huh?"
"Just be there." Then he ran off.
"Come on Meredith we have to
get you back." Lonnie said pushing
her away from the stage.
"Where are we
going?" She asked confused.
"To the
hotel.
YOU have a date to get ready for."
HE smiled.
-A better offer? A MUCH better offer.
-
Meredith laughed to herself as
Lonnie took her outside and pushed her into a limo. Before he closed the door he said, "Go
to your room. Everything you need is
already there. Have fun." Then he
shut the door. And the limo sped off.
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Meredith impatiently waited as the
elevator brought her up to her floor.
She ran down the hallway and rushed into her room and opened it. She stood still.
There was a crystal vase with Red,
white, and pink roses flowing out of it.
She didn't even count how many but there were, but it was a lot. On her bed was a navy dress with tiny
sequence outlining the high neckline. The back was a delicate design of
crisscrosses. A long slit ran up the corner of the dress. It was
beautiful. A pair of navy 3-inch heels
lay beside the dress. A velvet box was
there also. She carefully opened the box
and saw a beautiful silver bracelet with diamonds and dark sapphires. She was shocked. A note lay on the dresser and she picked it
up and noticed the handwriting.
"Meredith,
I cant
express in words how sorry I am for being a jerk. So, I am going to try and
show you tonight. I have so much I need to tell you. Please wear this dress and meet me at 11 in
the lobby. I promise you a fun
time. I want to take you on a date. You're first REAL date. Please meet me there.
Love always,
Justin
P.S. If you aren't there at 11 I'm
going to come up there and GET YOU! Hehe."
Meredith placed the letter down
and looked at the clock. It was almost
10 and she would need to get ready fast if she wanted to be there on time. She wondered how Justin would be ready on
time. The show was usually over by
-What do you have up your sleeve
this time, Timberlake? -
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Meredith looked at the clock she
was a minute late. She was dressed and
ready. She grabbed her purse and ran out the door. She was at the elevator and
realized she didn't have on the bracelet so she ran back to her room and
grabbed the bracelet and ran back to the elevator. She tried to put the bracelet on, on the way
down but kept having a hard time with the clasp. The elevator doors opened and she was at the
lobby. She ran out, her heels clunking
as she ran. She didn't want him to
waiting on her, even though she was just a few minutes late. She looked around the lobby for a familiar
curly head, but she didn't find one. He
wasn't there.
She looked at her watch it said
"I'm always worth waiting
for." A smooth voice whispered in
her ear. She didn't turn around she just
smiled broadly and breathed deeply, inhaling his scent.
"You're late." She
chuckled.
"Sorry, we had to introduce
these weird girls on stage. Then we had
to sing to them. It took a little longer
than normal." He smirked.
She turned around in shock and
said, "I cannot believe you! Ill have you know, I
was one of those 'weird girls'."
Justin just stared at her for a
while. "Wow" he breathed
looking her up and down. Her dress fit her
perfectly. It accented every curve. Her hair was down but it's was extremely
curly and lightly brushed against her shoulders. Her eyes were glimmering against the smoky eyeshadow and her pout was nicely glossed over. He stared at her lips and she began to
smile. When the white broke between her
lips he moved his eyes down the length of her body once more. Above her knee
the dress split and he could see her tan leg all the way down to the 3-inch
heels. She was...he couldn't put into
words what she was. His eyes traveled
back up to hers and he saw that they were brightly smiling. She turned around and he noticed the delicate
crisscrosses over her tan back. She
faced him and when he just stood there, she laughed.
"OK, now it's my turn to
check YOU out!" Meredith smiled, flirty.
He had on shiny black shoes, black dress pants, and a black leather
belt. A navy shirt that shined in the light was tucked in and buttoned up. The
collar and neck buttons were left open and the collar of the shirt hung over
the lapels of the black jacket. His
curls were calmed by a reasonable amount of gel. He finally was able to regain composure and
he turned around gliding on his heels. He looked at her smiling expectantly and
said, "Well, what do you think?"
"Ehh, not bad. For you at least..." Meredith tried to
keep a straight face, but broke into a smile when she saw his annoyed
expression. He smiled back at her and
they just stood there admiring each other for a few moments.
Meredith gasped and started laughing
but quickly covered her mouth.
"What?" Justin asked.
"Come here." She giggled
walking towards him. He stepped forward
to close the gap and he asked again, "what?"
"You, umm, have a little
shaving cream on your ear." She
said in a loud whisper giggling.
His face got red and he bowed his
head in embarrassment. She took her thumb and index finger and rubbed the
shaving cream off. As soon as she
touched him shocks of electricity ran though each of their bodies. They looked
at each other in shock and their faces soon turned into bright smiles. She was smiling shyly and he reached up for
her wrist and held it delicately as she lowered it from his ear.
"Thank you" He
whispered.
"Anytime,
Anytime." She whispered back.
He then noticed her bare wrist and
his smiling eyes started to frown. She took notice.
"Justin, what is it?"
"You didn't like the bracelet
did you?" He lowered his head disappointed.
"OH MY
GOSH! Are you kidding me? I LOVE IT.
It's right here." She exclaimed.
"I uhh, couldn't get the clasp to
work. I guess you could say I was a
little rushed. And uhh,
nervous." She smiled
sheepishly.
He smiled at her innocence and said,
"You shouldn't be nervous, G."
"I know, but ey, like you said, it is my first REAL date and all."
"Let me help you with
that." He lifted her wrist. She handed him the bracelet and he wrapped it
around her wrist. His long fingers
worked with the clasp and finally got it to close.
"There you are." He
whispered. "By the way, you look
stunning."
"You look pretty hot
yourself." She smiled looking down
at the floor and finally returning to his stare.
"Uhh,
well, I guess we should go."
"I guess so." She
responded.
He put his hand lightly on the
small of her back and led her out through the hotel's front doors. To be 11 at
night she was surprised to see a few fans there. She turned and whispered, "Where's
security?"
Justin glanced behind him and saw
that Lonnie was right there. "Don't worry, he's right behind us."
He went to the door of a stretch
white limo and opened the door for her.
He gave her his hand and helped her into the limo. He got in himself and
Lonnie shut the door behind him. Once
Lonnie was in the front seat with the driver the limo sped off.
"So...Timberlake.... Where
are you taking me?"
"Ohh
my dear child, that is for ME to know and YOU to find out." Justin smiled sexily.
"Oh...my...gosh. You have been waiting ALL day to say that haven't
you?" Justin just smiled sheepishly
and shrugged.
Soon the limo had stopped and
Lonnie had gotten out and cleared everything.
He opened the door for them and Justin stepped out. He turned around and offered her his
hand. She accepted and stepped out of
the limo bright eyed. She looked up and
saw the name of one of the nicest restaurants in the city, Simpson's. Justin stuck out his elbow and she placed her
hand the crook of his arm. They walked
into the restaurant with Lonnie following closely behind, grinning at the two.
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Later on that night
"Justin we cant!"
"Oh yes we can! They won't notice at all. Look, they are a group of old people. They won't even know who I am."
"We cannot just crash some
party."
"OH my gosh,
they have dance floor. We HAVE to
go." Justin said pleading with
Meredith.
"Justin...."
"Come on, be
adventurous. It will be fun!" Justin winked at her.
"Oh pulease
Timberfake don't try your charms on me."
"Well, squirt, why don't we just go on back to the hotel. I'm kinda tired
anyway. Hey Lonnie we are going to go..." Justin called off to him.
"Justin." Meredith firmly said.
"What?" He asked annoyed.
"I'll go in there, if you
sing me a song." Meredith asked in a mocked dramatic voice and Justin
smiled.
"OH, I'd be happy
to."
Meredith narrowed her eyes at him.
They opened the doors to a large
dining hall. Tables were set up all
around and there was a big dance floor in the middle. A soft jazz band played behind it. The room wasn't very full but a few older
couples were scattered around at different tables.
Justin and Her walked hand and
hand into the large room and made their way to an empty table and sat
down. Meredith noticed a few couples'
eyes on them and she turned to see what types of expressions were on their faces.
They were pleasantly smiling at the two.
"See, I told you they
wouldn't care." Justin remarked.
After a few moments of awkward
silence Justin got up and walked towards the band.
"Justin what are you..."
She started but he just glanced over his shoulder and smiled.
A few moments later the soft music
came to a stop and Justin's voice filled the room.
"This goes out to my little
G." He looked at her, winked and
cued the band. They began playing a
jazzy song. Soon Justin's silky voice
filled the room.
"I've got a great idea
And wouldn't you like to know
You probably can't bear it
So I guess I'll have to share it
I thought of it a moment ago
It starts with your hand in mine
And next comes a little stroll
You probably wont
buy it
But I'm trying to keep it quiet
So please don't tell a soul.
He stepped off the stage and
slowly made his way towards her
'Cause if you do
The world and you
Will think I'm crazy and give me
medicine
They'll drag me away
And as I go you'll hear me say
I could have been a decent match
for
Ideas are few and far between
And good ideas are rarer still
So listen and be wise
Just forget the other guys
'Cause my idea's no good for three
He was now right in front of her
and pointed to her and them himself as he sang the line
My idea is you and me."
His part was over, the few couples
clapped but the band kept playing.
"May I have this dance?"
He asked grandly.
"Why of course." She responded.
The two swayed back and forth the
jazz song. A few other couples joined them on the dance floor. Every now and
then, he would spin her around and dip her back and they would laugh to each
other. Soon the song was over and Justin
and Meredith walked back to the table.
"You wait here,
I have a little something for you, too."
She said.
He sat down as she walked to the
stage.
"And this is for MY
angel." Meredith's sweet voice filled the room. She began singing all by her self.
"Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like on
Jupiter and Mars
In other words
Hold my hand
In other words
Baby, kiss me
The band entered behind her
Fill my heart with song,
Let me sing forever more
You are all I've longed for
All I've worshipped and adored
In other words
Please be true
In other words
I love you
The band played a short interlude
complete with loud trumpets
Fill my heart with song
Let me SING forever more
You are all I've longed for
All I've worshipped and adored
In other words
Please be true
In other words
Oh in other words
In other words
I..love.....You!"
Meredith hopped off the stage and
strolled over to Justin's smiling face.
She looked at Lonnie who was watching the two from a wall, near the
doorway. He was clapping loudly and whistling.
She just shook her head.
"Meredith, you, you amaze me,
more and more each day." Justin
sighed.
"Care to dance?" She asked as a slow song came on
They walked to the dance floor and
Justin placed his hands on her hips and began to rock slowly to the music of
"The way you look tonight."
Meredith placed her hands around his neck and rested the side of her
face on his chest. He leaned down and
placed his cheek on the top of her head.
They just swayed back and forth to the music until Justin whispered.
"Meredith, I have so many
things I need to tell you." She
raised her head to look at him. He was
searching for words and she could tell he was struggling.
"Shhh,
don't talk, not yet..." She placed a finger on his lips and gently rubbed
his bottom lip with her thumb. She
stared into his eyes, "...not yet."
Her other hand was at the base of his neck. She pushed on it to give him the notion he
needed. She played with the gelled curls
at the base of his neck as he lowered his head.
They closed their eyes and finally their lips found each other.
It was light and delicate. Justin covered her lips with his. They were soft and sweet. He tasted her lip-gloss. It tasted like watermelon and he soon found
himself wanting more and losing control.
He applied more pressure by tilting his head. She quietly groaned against his mouth. His lips were like velvet and she couldn't
get enough. He slowly bushed her lips
with his tongue. And this caused reality to set in for her.
She abruptly pulled away and he
leaned forwards kissing air at her quick movements. HE smiled but kept his eyes closed. "Playing hard to get are we?" He teased and slowly opened his eyes. He saw
her.
She looked lost. She looked scared. She looked alone.
"Justin, we need to
talk."