I came to Gor in November of 2000, when I decided to rescue a fellow submissive. My attitude was that of a 'sub online' and I wanted nothing to do with being a slave. Little did I know..and the surprise was on me.
Instead of rescuing her, I found a home within in my heart for this place called Gor. I took to it like a duck takes to water. I studied, actually pushed my way in, in order to learn more what it meant to be a slave. And slave I did become. Along the way I was collared by 3 men, each who taught me something I needed to learn. I was also once protected by Master Marot, who gave me this name.
My current Master, Ramos, I was collared to twice.
I remember Him coming into the room I was in, my whole being went on alert! I thought, 'how could this be?' and watched him like a hawk. During this time I said little to Him, only responding when He spoke to me. I knew later, He also watched and when the opportunity came to collar online, I jumped at the chance.
But, alas, He took a hiatis from IRC and I thought I would never see Him again.
I was wrong for He came back, looking for me, watching me, and once more offered his collar. I took it, I couldnt turn it down. I was drawn to Him, deeply, fully but with fear in my heart that He would leave again.
The problems got solved and to my great joy, the opportunity to meet with Him in real life arose. Again, without a lot of thought, I jumped at the chance.
I thought, 'I love Him online, am submissive to Him online...will I feel the same when we meet?'
I can tell you that my first sight of Him, answered that question. I was His, I loved him, totally and without reservation. He collared me real life, New Year's Eve at the stroke of midnight, January 1, 2002....I now live full time with Him, and my life has truly been blessed to be owned by this Man, my Master, Ramos. |
