| a sleepless night nothing on my mind but you the warmth of my blanket reminding me of you you are out of my reach I want to hear your voice even if but for a moment why do i feel this way? you're my friend you're interested in someone else do you know I feel this way? there's been hints subtle, you may not have noticed would things change if you knew? that is my greatest fear I love you greatly as a friend and I don't want to ruin that I feel it wouldn't, you're not like that but my past makes me hesitant not to mention my general reluctance to share myself my heart yearns, my sould cries, and my mind overpowers them my common sense hinders me, and doesn't let me move if you moved first my heart and soul would be free of course that's not going to happen, there's still him I don't hate him, just envy him if only you could feel that way about me my words have run their course all that is left is the struggle my heart and sould versus mind my mind tells me even if it loses you probably would not share the feeling and so soon after victory my heart would break and all would be lost then you, the voice inside my head tells me that if I don't speak I will never know what is it about you? your beauty? it definetely lacks nothing but the true answer I believe lies on the inside a vibrance, and a different kind of purity a purity of self, knowing what you want and going for it then you, the voice inside my heard says are you in love with me or do you just want to live as I do? I say its not just your way of life, but you and that perhaps is the answer to the question it's all about you, but what is it all about to you? |