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A CCS fanfic by Sakura
Standard disclaimers apply.
Author's notes at the end.
Tweaked slightly 2004.12.09.
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Daidouji
Tomoyo often had odd dreams.
Once she dreamt about swimming
with pale red butterflies under the sea; another time she found herself
standing on the edge of a precipice and staring down at a glaring, blinding
pathway of stars. None of it made any
sense at all. She believed that dreams
were meant to tell her something, but she could not see what walking around
with a petunia on her head and hanging upside-down from an elm talking with a
tabby cat could possibly mean. She
decided her dreams were too bizarre to be taken seriously, so she never gave
them any thought.
However,
this dream was different.
She found
herself sitting at a small table under the shade of a leafy maple tree. Resting on the table was a thin slab of
butter cake and a cup of Darjeeling.
Tea under a tree, she mused. Not
bad. I wager sometime in this dream a
spider will be falling from the tree and landing in my teacup---
Someone
coughed across the table and her head shot up in surprise.
Instead
of a big hairy black spider politely tipping his top hat with one leg and
feeding himself butter cake with another, her teatime partner turned out to be
no one else but her father.
“Tomoyo-chan,”
he smiled, “will you kindly pass the sugar bowl?”
She
opened her mouth and closed it again.
“Ah,” her
father went on, pouring milk into his tea, “it’s been a while since we last had
tea together, don’t you think?”
“We never
had tea together,” she finally managed to say.
“Don’t be
silly.” His silver teaspoon lightly
tapped against the rim of his cup.
One. Two. Three.
“When you were young we always had tea together. Your mother came too. Sometimes.”
Tomoyo
looked dubious. “I don’t remember.”
“You
don’t have to.” Her father grinned,
raised the cup to his lips, and took a sip.
A gentle
breeze started to blow, and the maple’s leaves stirred merrily.
Her father
set down his cup on the saucer and stared at her. “You’re probably wondering what this dream means.”
Tomoyo
took a sip of her own tea and decided it was too bitter. She scanned the table for the sugar bowl,
but it was nowhere to be found. She lifted
the tablecloth and peered under the table. “Not
really.” She straightened up, looking
at the maple curiously, hoping to see the ceramic handle poking out from
underneath a leafy bough. “I know dreams
are senseless. Especially mine.”
“Not all
dreams,” he told her, reaching out to gently cup her chin and turn her face so
she looked at him. “Some are just
fragments of nonsense, but some dreams have meaning.”
Tomoyo
felt his fingers brush against her cheek and fell silent. Did he mean this dream was some sort of
premonition? If so, what was supposed
to happen afterwards? “I don’t know
what to expect,” she admitted. “Please
tell me what this all means.”
To her
surprise, he pulled his hand away and smiled.
“Look in your lap, Tomoyo-chan.”
She
did. Nestled in the folds of her
gingham skirt was the sugar bowl.
“I say,”
her father picked up his cup of tea and sipped, “this Darjeeling’s superb. Sonomi bought this, I suppose.”
Tomoyo
gingerly picked up a sugar cube. It was
pleasantly rough against her skin.
“I don’t
know what to expect,” she said again, this time in wonder.
Her
father smiled. “Expect nothing and be
pleasantly surprised.”
She
stared back at him for a moment.
“Otousama.”
His smile
disappeared behind the rim of his tea cup.
Without a second thought, she
popped the sugar cube in her mouth.
It was predictably sweet like
caramel, but also gingery and hot like fire, ticklish like laughter, rough like
her father’s palm, smooth like the sun in her lap. The experience was so exhilarating that she decided to eat one
more, but just as her fingers fished in the sugar bowl something started
rapping against the table like a knuckle against a door, sounding louder and
louder and louder---
Her eyes
flew open and sure enough there was the same tapping sound, coming from her
bedroom door.
The clock
told her it was already half past ten.
Tomoyo groaned slightly and
rubbed her eyes. “Who is it?”
The knocking cheerfully
continued.
It’s probably mother, Tomoyo
thought with a yawn. Or maybe somebody
bringing breakfast. She yawned again
and lay on her back for a while, staring up at the ceiling. From outside her window came the soft hiss
of the garden hose, the merry chirping of birds, faint laughter. Few fingers of pale light stole through the
half-open drapes and fell on the disarray of sheets and pillows, on her dark
curls, on her outstretched pale arms.
And all the while the soft but
persistent knocking continued.
It was starting to get on her
nerves.
“Who is it?” she asked again,
but there was no response. Finally she
got up with a sigh and unraveled herself from the tangle of sheets and pillows,
running a hand through her disheveled long dark hair and thrusting her feet in
fluffy white slippers.
Knock knock knock knock.
“I’m coming,” she called out
wearily, padding over to the door.
Fumbling with the lock and yanking the door open, she found herself staring
at a pale face, piercing dark blue eyes, tendrils of dark hair, and a pair of
wire-rimmed glasses.
Very closely.
“Eriol?”
she gaped.
He
smiled. “Good morning.”
Chapter II : Deai to Wakare
A long
piercing shriek, followed by an audible slam of the door, sounded throughout
the Daidouji mansion.
Daidouji Sonomi looked up from
the newspaper. “My goodness, what on
earth was that?”
“It
appears that Tomoyo-sama is finally awake, Daidouji-sama,” answered a servant,
pouring coffee into a cup.
“Oh.” Sonomi’s lips curved into a knowing
smile. “I see, is that so? ”
“Shall I take her breakfast
upstairs?”
“Please do,” Sonomi replied,
reaching for her cup, “and add some tea and biscuits for that darling
Eriol-kun. This is the first time
somebody actually made Tomoyo get up before lunchtime on a Sunday. That boy deserves a reward, don’t you
think?”
“What are
you doing here?” Tomoyo demanded loudly, quickly tossing pillows here and there
and frantically straightening her bedcovers.
“Aren’t you supposed to be at home reading a book or playing the piano
or something?”
“Perhaps
I should’ve called first? I’m sorry,
where are my manners--”
Screw
manners, she thought, glaring at the door before pulling the sheets over
her mess of a bed. No matter how
apologetic he sounded, she knew he enjoyed every minute of her flustered
frenzy. You’re cute when you panic,
he told her once, when she found herself so busy with work and student council
papers and choir practice that she had to dash madly from one end of the school
to another. She had almost crashed into
him just as he was leaving the teacher’s room with a tall pile of books. He managed to grab her arm and steady her,
before his dark blue gaze drifted up and down her poor harassed self and he
smiled --- you’re cute when you panic.
Idiot,
she hissed back.
She grabbed a hairbrush from her
drawer and started yanking it through her hair in murderous fashion.
“Actually,” he was saying, “I
was just wondering if you’d be needing any help.”
The brush
halted in mid-stroke. “Help?”
“With the
tapes, I mean.”
Tomoyo
glanced at the door to her video room, where she kept her video equipment, her
projector, the huge movie screen, as well as her video collection --- seven big
boxes of V8s, all containing footage of her best friend and the card
captor, Kinomoto Sakura.
Her whole
video collection, which she had just volunteered to donate to the student
council for the school festival.
Eriol
continued. “I was just wondering if you
needed help --- taping or packing or carrying or anything… You did mention that you
had five boxes, didn’t you?”
“Seven,”
she answered.
“Seven
boxes?” he echoed in surprise.
“I started taping over some of them last
night, but I wasn’t able to finish.”
“I
see.” There was silence for a
moment. “You wouldn’t be needing any
help, then?”
“Actually,”
Tomoyo paused to consider, “I think I could use an extra hand.”
“Oh.” He sounded relieved.
She
slipped the brush back into her drawer and walked up to the door. “So tell me, did you come all the way here
just for that?”
“Just to
spend my whole Sunday sitting on the floor and removing labels from plastic
cases?” came his reply. “Perish the
thought. I had to escape from another
afternoon of curry rice. Ruby Moon’s
been cooking it all week. And,” he
dramatically paused, “it goes without saying that I wanted to be with you for the
rest of the afternoon.”
Tomoyo was not touched. “You just wanted to see if you can annoy me
out of bed.”
“Ah, yes.”
He sighed. “A glimpse of you in
a soft satiny nightgown. The vision is
enough to drive one mad with l---”
“Eriol!” She glared at him through the door.
“Yes?”
“Let’s not get any funny ideas,
shall we?”
“Yes
dear,” he cheerfully answered. “Which
reminds me, do you intend to keep me standing here outside your door for the
rest of day, or will you be letting me in?”
“Look,” Tomoyo sighed, “my
room’s a mess, I just got up from bed, and I haven’t had any breakfast yet.”
“If you let me in,” his tone was
hopeful, “I can do a little picking up for you.”
She stuck her tongue out at the
door. “I’ll do that on my own, thank
you very much.”
“If you say so.”
“Anyway, give me thirty minutes
to get ready and I’ll let you in.”
“Thirty
minutes.” She heard him shifting his
feet. “All right, I’ll wait.”
And there
was silence. Tomoyo started to move
away, thinking that he had left, but his voice suddenly rang out again.
“Tomoyo?”
“What?”
There was
a pause. “Do you mind my being here?”
Words
from a dream drifted back to her ---
Expect nothing and
be pleasantly surprised.
“What I
mean to say is,” he fumbled for words, “would you rather I hadn’t come at all?”
She
smiled at him through the door.
“I’m glad
you came,” she softly said, “and I’d be happy if you stayed.”
***
“Irresponsible
idiots,” Spinel Sun grumbled, slipping a blue-gray paw under a plate full of
crumbs and lifting it off the table. He
flew over to the sink and set the plate down on top of the tall pile of dirty
dishes. Irresponsible beings, he
thought, turning on the tap. You’d
think the ones who have hands and fingers would easily place things where they
were meant to be stored --- cups in the cupboard, spoons in the drawer, dirty
dishes in the sink…
But no,
it was he who had to put everything where it belonged. It was he with the paws and wings who had to
clean up after both of them --- a junior high school student with half a sorcerer’s
soul, and a tall winged creature that looked human and female but was neither
at the same time. (That probably didn’t
make much sense, but Spinel never really bothered figuring out what Nakuru
was.)
Nakuru was Nakuru --- unmade bed, red dress
dangling from the side of the laundry basket, drapes hung askew, bits of
biscuit trailing from the breakfast table and into the living room. While he sometimes played the good
housekeeper and did the laundry, cleaned house, and baked cookies (mostly to feed
Spinel and watch him spin drunkenly around the room afterwards), he was mostly
unmindful of his room’s state and the drops of tea on the tablecloth. “Suppiiiii,” he crowed a few hours earlier,
jumping up from his seat after setting his cup down on the saucer with a crash,
“I have to go to the library for some research. We’ve finally run out of curry paste so just take out the chops
for lunch, okay? That and oh, maybe
some vegetables for a side salad. Eriol
likes tomatoes, so be sure to put in lots, okay? Jaaaaa ne.”
And without carrying his dishes
to the sink, he danced out of the dining room, humming a tune.
Irresponsible idiot. Spinel grumbled, putting all the cups in a
tub of soapy water. He could’ve at
least told me where he kept the dishwashing liquid refills. He sighed and dug his paw into the soapy
mass, scrubbing a cup.
And what about Eriol? He was usually helpful around the house, but
that morning he had slipped out of the house even before the toast was ready,
saying he had to go somewhere. He
didn’t say where he was going, but it was easy to figure out where he was
headed.
Well, Spinel thought, reaching
for another cup, Daidouji-san would most probably give him breakfast. The question is, will he be having lunch
there, or will he coming home for the chops and the salad? If so, the chops had to be brought out from
the freezer --- but not until the dishes were done, the front steps swept, and
the laundry collected.
Spinel sighed and looked up at
the sunlight wafting through the open window.
The cloudless sky was a brilliant shade of blue. The empty house was silent, save for the
slight tinkle of dishes at the sink, the tick-tocking of the grandfather clock
in the hall. It was the perfect
opportunity for curling up in a chair with a book. If only I didn’t have to do this, Spinel thought with a sigh,
putting all the dishes in the tub of soapy water. And just as he was trying to fit the forks and knives in between
the saucers, the doorbell rang.
Spinel
blinked.
A
visitor?
Brushing his paws against a
dishrag, he flitted out of the kitchen, ignored the remnants of breakfast on
the table, and flew down the long corridor and into the front hall. There he promptly sweatdropped at the sight of
a dozen letters, flyers, and telegrams jammed through the slat in the
door. Some were scattered on the
doormat and looked as if they had been trampled on. It was apparent that Nakuru had forgotten to retrieve the mail
before he had left.
“Irresponsible idiot,” Spinel
muttered again, shaking his head. He
wearily grabbed at an envelope and pulled.
Poof! The mass of mail in the
slot suddenly gave way, scattering themselves in a frenzy all over the
carpet.
Spinel looked down at the thin
white letter in his paw. “Uh-oh.” The envelope was partly torn. Eriol would have a fit. Praying that his master wouldn’t notice, he
tried to smoothen the envelope out with his other paw. Doing so, he spied a familiar-looking stamp.
England?
He quickly turned the envelope
over.
The letter was from Mizuki
Kaho.
***
/Sword!/
screamed Sakura, hitting the card with her staff. There was a flash of light and in Sakura’s hands was a long
gleaming lance. Her fingers tightened
around it as she jumped off the roof with a cry, lunging at the giant teddy
bear to attack. The monstrous bear
tried to hit her with a thick brown paw, but Sakura was too quick --- there was
a metallic swish, a scream, and suddenly the bear’s left ear sailed through the
air. Sakura managed to land safely on
the ground, watching the bear grow smaller and smaller… A small wrinkled ofuda trailed from the
dismembered ear and landed on the ground near her feet. /Hoe?/ Sakura asked. /What’s this?/
“A
spoiled trick, that’s what it was,” came the muttered reply from somewhere in
the darkness.
Tomoyo
smiled from her seat behind the projector.
“Do my ears deceive me, or is Hiiragizawa Eriol actually sore about
having his big fluffy minion defeated?”
“Big
fluffy cute minion,” he added sourly.
“I was actually proud of the idea.
Sakura-san never suspected a thing.”
Tomoyo
laughed. “Well, you know Sakura-chan;
intuition was never her strong point.”
On screen, Sakura rushed closer
to the camera, her green eyes wide.
“Yue-san! Tomoyo-chan! Are you two all right?”
“I’m
fine, Sakura-chan,” came Tomoyo’s reply.
“What about you, are you all right, I was so worr---”
Click! Tomoyo suddenly turned off the
projector. The room fell into complete
silence save for the machine’s soft whirring, which eventually stopped. In the darkness, there was a squeak as Eriol
got up from his chair.
“Well,”
he said. “If you’re really up to
recording over every single tape you have here, I think it would be wise to
start now.”
She
nodded, feeling stupid as she did so.
It was too dark to see anything, but she thought she glimpsed him
watching her again, an undecipherable myriad of thoughts reflected in his dark
blue eyes.
It’s
not too late to back out, she knew he wanted to say. You can always tell the student council
you had a sudden change of plans.
“I made
up my mind.” The words suddenly tumbled
out of her mouth, ringing out dully in the darkness. “I made up my mind and no
one can stop me.”
There was
a pregnant pause before he sighed in defeat.
“I know.”
Click.
The room was suddenly flooded
with light. Tomoyo swiveled around in
her chair and found Eriol standing by the light switch and regarding her with
solemn dark blue eyes. “Well,” he
remarked, “shall we begin?”
***
“And
then?” Syaoran prompted. “What happened
next?”
“There
were two figures,” Sakura paused, “and I didn’t know who they were. One of them said something like goodbye; I
don’t really remember what was said at the time, but it seemed really sad… And well, after that, there was a kiss, I
think, and the other one just walked away without looking back…”
Syaoran
eyed his companion curiously. “Then
that was all?”
“That was
all,” she nodded, still looking apprehensive.
“Hmm.” He shifted in his seat, glancing outside
the window at the cloudless sky. Li
Syaoran had thick unruly chestnut-brown hair that kept falling into his eyes,
which were amber and now narrowed at some point outside the window, making him
appear as if he were glaring at something.
Across the table from him brown-haired green-eyed Kinomoto Sakura cupped
her palms around her frosted glass of iced tea and stared into its golden
yellow depths worriedly.
“What do
you think?” she asked. “Should I tell
Kero-chan about it?”
“That
stuffed animal doesn’t need to know about anything,” Syaoran retorted. “It’s just a dream, after all.”
“But my
dreams aren’t just dreams,” Sakura argued, “they always mean something. Like when I dreamt about a long-haired woman
on Tokyo Tower and met Mizuki-sensei the next day, or when I saw three beings
in shadow and sure enough there were Eriol-kun and Spinel-san and
Akizuki-san… And what about the time
I---”
“I
understand,” Syaoran cut her off gently, “your dreams are usually premonitions,
I know. But this time it just doesn’t
make any sense to me. You saw two
people together and one of them said something like goodbye and there was a
kiss and that was it, right?”
“It makes
perfect sense to me!” Sakura insisted.
“It means a relationship’s about to fall apart.”
“If you
ask me, I think you’ve been watching too many dramas…”
“Syaoran-kun!” Her sudden outburst rose above the din,
making a few people’s heads turn. The
pair flushed in embarrassment and bowed their heads, pretending to scrutinize
the scratched tabletop under their palms.
“Syaoran-kun---”
Sakura mumbled.
He looked
up. “What?”
“If those
two were us…I mean,” she backtracked, “if that dream was a premonition about
us… What if it means that we won’t be
together for long? What will we do?”
“Don’t
say that,” he scoffed, stabbing at his slice of chocolate cake. “It’ll take more than a silly dream to keep
us apart.”
At that, Sakura had to
smile. “Ne, Syaoran-kun?”
”What?”
“Don’t you think you’ve been
watching too many dramas yourself?”
At that Li Syaoran promptly
flushed ten shades of red, dropped his fork, swallowed a bit of cake the wrong
way, downed
Sakura’s glass of iced tea in one gulp and coughed to
cover his embarrassment.
***
“Promise
me something.”
Tomoyo
stopped peeling the label off a tape and looked up.
In the
dimness of the video room she could barely make out Eriol perched on a stool
and hunched over the projector, seemingly preoccupied with his task.
“Did you
just say something?” she asked.
“I said,
promise me something.”
“What is
it?”
“Promise
me you’ll keep one for yourself.”
Tomoyo
looked down at the label she was peeling off.
Sakura-chan, it read, class play : Sleeping Beauty. Her fingers closed over the thin piece of
paper and pulled.
“Splendid
camerawork and costume design,” Eriol droned on, more to himself than to her,
“needs appropriate background music.”
“Thank
you.” The label came off easily, as if
it were meant to be replaced with something new. As if it were not something meant to keep. Tomoyo reached for another tape and gingerly
brushed the edge of her nail against the sticker. It lifted obediently, responding to her touch like magic.
“I can’t
imagine someone taping the school festival over something like this,” he
spoke. “Sakura-san looks splendid. Perhaps she should pursue a career in
showbusiness.”
“Sakura-chan
hates the camera.”
“Oh?” He lifted his head in surprise. The projector reflected a bright sheen of
light in his glasses. “And here I
thought she was such a willing subject; what with these seven boxfuls of tapes
on her.”
“She put
up with it,” Tomoyo laughed, “because she didn’t have the heart to refuse
me.”
“That’s
not true,” Eriol softly said. “You’re
just impossible to resist.”
***
/What?/ Sakura blinked at the camera. /Did you say something, Tomoyo-chan?/
/I said,/
rang out Tomoyo’s voice from behind the camera, /I only have fifteen seconds
left! Do something, Sakura-chan! Smile!
Dance! Use a card! Sing!/
/Sing? Lemme at it!/ sprung Kero-chan from nowhere,
flexing a small yellow arm. /Make way
for Cerberus, the karaoke master!/
/Mou,
Kero-chan!/ Sakura grabbed the small lion-like
creature, pulling it away from the camera.
/Tomoyo-chan doesn’t want you singing on her tapes, it’s embarrassing!/
/Whaddaya
mean?!/ Kero-chan demanded. /I sing
good!/
/Only
five seconds left!/ Tomoyo wailed.
The
camera zoomed in Sakura’s face, capturing her cheerful smile.
Her last
cheerful smile.
/Tomoyo-chan!/ She waved. /Bye-bye, Tomoyo-chan!/
The
screen went black.
Click.
***
Tomoyo
didn’t realize how tired she was until the moment she lay down on her bed and
felt her eyes getting heavy. She
wondered what she was all tired for; it was Eriol who did most of the work,
practically spending the whole day inside the projector room. When he finally emerged from the room it was
already half past ten in the evening, and Tomoyo insisted on walking him as far
as the corner and making him bring home a cake for Spinel and Nakuru (‘to
apologize for keeping you this late’, she said). He called her up three hours later to thank her for the treat,
telling her that Spinel and Nakuru had a tiff and somehow Spinel ended up
falling into the cake, face first.
“He’s
still whizzing around and singing old English ditties,” he was saying, “so I’m
here under the desk taking cover.”
“Goodness,”
was all she could say. She flung an arm
against a pillow and felt herself relax.
“I’m
sorry I won’t be able to help you carry all the tapes to school tomorrow.”
“That’s all right,” she said,
“at least we got everything done in time.
Thank you so much for your help.”
“Don’t
mention it.”
“Will you be attending the
student council meeting tomorrow?”
“I’m afraid I’ll have to
pass.” He coughed. “I have to meet someone.”
“Lucky you. Anyway, you’ll be coming in the afternoon,
right? I’ll fill you in on details
then.”
“Thank you.”
A comfortable silence passed
before Eriol finally spoke. “Well, I’d
better hurry catch Spinel before he runs into any bookcases.”
“All
right,” Tomoyo yawned in spite of herself.
“See you at school tomorrow, then---”
“See you
tomor---”
“Wait,”
she suddenly said. “I just remembered
something.”
“And that
is?”
“I kept
my promise.”
There was
a pause. “`Promise’?” he asked,
confused.
“You’re
so forgetful.” Tomoyo sighed, and
shifted the receiver to her other ear.
“Remember what you said a while ago?
I set aside one tape --- just one tape out of the whole collection ---
for safekeeping.”
“Oh.” He sounded surprised. “You did?”
“Of
course I did.”
“And what
tape was that?”
“That’s a
secret,” she laughed softly. “Now hurry
up and get some sleep; it’ll be a long day tomorrow.”
“Right.” She heard the smile in his voice. “Sweet dreams, Tomoyo.”
“Good
night.”
The
Daidouji mansion was completely silent.
All lights were out; everyone was tucked in their beds and
dreaming. Everyone was asleep --- save
for Tomoyo, who curled up with a pillow in the darkness of her video room.
Shelves that housed boxes of
countless V8 tapes were now completely bare.
Everyone was gone.
All except for one.
The projector whirred softly,
steadily as it played that one tape Tomoyo chose to keep.
On screen, Sakura turned on her
heel with a gasp. “Who’s there?”
There was a sudden terrible gust
of wind, the confusion of leaves, before the camera panned up to reveal a boy
standing on top of the shrine gates. He
was dressed in long robes of blue and gold and black that rustled softly as he
raised a hand to acknowledge their presence.
“Present
name, Hiiragizawa Eriol,” the boy spoke in a deep, unfamiliar voice. “Past name, Clow Reed.”
[ end
chapter 02 ]
Author’s Notes (old):
Overkill. -_-
I spent
so much time on this act, it’s crazy.
I’ll never get used to writing anything longer than a oneshot, I
swear.
‘Deai’
means ‘meeting’ while ‘wakare’ means ‘parting’. I personally prefer writing it down in English as ‘hello and
goodbye’, even though it’s definitely not a good translation.
Nakuru probably isn’t that
scatterbrained, but I expect him to not help around the house every once
in a while… I probably overdid his
irresponsible side. Will make up for it
by putting him in the kitchen in the next act or so. Or something. *sweatdrop*
How Eriol
managed to record over seven boxes of V8s in one afternoon is beyond me. He most probably used a spell.
Many
thanks to Jae-san. I owe her lots.
^_^
Up Next : a glimpse into the
past, Kaho.
Author’s Notes (new):
Old fic is
embarrassing.