| Lex, I am just now reading this after I got back from your house. Basically all I have to say is that I have changed and you have changed and so our friendship has obviously changed. The reason I don't hang out with you that much anymore is because whenever i go to your house or when you come to my house all we ever do is go online or watch TV...yeah we may go in the hot tub once in a while or we might go out once in awhile...but it gets boring after awhile. I do want to hang out with you more but it seems that we are so different now that we don't have anything to say to eachother. I mean I'm not into the same things as you. And it always seems to me that you have to tell everyone that I am your best friend...and it bugs me a lot that you like i dunno...flaunt our friendship...maybe because it isn't as true as it used to be. People change...next year we will go our seperate ways...yes you will be my friend but I mean am I still going to be your best friend...I don't even think I'll have any best friends when I go to college because I'll be alone by choice...But all of my friends now will always be my friends as long as we keep in touch. I will never drop a friend because of distance or change in personality, to me going to new places is better because you gain more friends and add more to the list...never losing anyone on the way. I hope that we can talk about this face to face sometime. Suel |
| words from friends gone by |
| Just in case you people thnk my Thoughts on Consuela come with no real reasons..read and then you tell me? |
| we did talk, and i have nothing great to say about it, that great shy nature of Sways realy came out, she still skirted some things but atleast she was honest with me, or atleast i hope so. I dont belive i can ever go back and look at her the same way...i see the dangers just around the corner, and there is a great big part of me that wants to shove her into thier arms. But i wont, I respect the girl who i once knew in that shell much much more. |