| Nags's Rant |
| My first writing since I�ve been in my 20s��.wow. Well this will be nice and short because I just have a few things to say. Ok well this will be short; the nice part may be sacrificed at times. First off yes I am writing a new update and it will basically cover all of the summer. It should be a very interesting read since most of you don�t know half the details of things that went on during my summer. Ok now onto my birthday. It wasn�t great, it wasn�t bad, it was just there. I mean I did work most of the day and my phone kept ringing with voicemails from my friends which was great and Sarah stopped by to see me and had a card in hand which was super great. Hallie & Jeremy called me twice from Germany, Happy called me from North Carolina, Brandie called me from Hemet....ok well Hemet's gay (no point to that sentence, just wanted to say Hemet was gay). The night was ok; I mean it was just the few of us sitting around drinking. I mean I should have no complaints but I do and that�s a problem. While I should be focusing and thanking on all the people who remembered my birthday and helped me celebrate it, I�m stuck looking at the people who didn�t. This is a problem with me that I have (thanks Dad). In my life, things can always be better. It�s gay. My whole mindset with some things are so retarded. Like honestly I was going to have a �FUCK YOU� list with the names of all my friends who forgot my birthday. I actually planned that out ahead of time and it�s why I didn�t mention my birthday on my away messages the last couple days before my birthday. And yes some people either forgot or didn�t bother saying �Happy Birthday� and yes, it does bother me. But they don�t deserve to be grilled for it. Their life, they live it how they want. Of course there are two exceptions for that rule. They are Nicole & Josh. Josh didn�t forget my birthday, he couldn�t. Grant reminded him and told him to at least just say �Happy Birthday� to me but he couldn�t be man enough to fucking swallow his pride and just say it. Why? Because he�s pissed at me for an argument we got into like 3 FUCKING weeks ago. This is why I was ostracized from my friends the last week that Josh was in town (although Adam was more than happy to help him with that). They obviously wanted to hang out with him before he left to move but since I wasn�t wanted by either of them I wasn�t allowed to be around my friends when they were. I don�t regret doin what I did and I�d do it again. I�ll post more about that in my site update. Nicole though�..I don�t really know what to think. She�s one of my closest friends. I would still do anything for her after all these years. But, apparently my birthday wasn�t an important enough event for her to call me or text me or even IM me. Yeah�..that upset me so much last night. Thanks to Eric for my bottle of Rum so I could forget it for the night. I don�t know. That�s it; I just had to get it out. Until Further Notice, Adam My Reply |