| Nags's Rant |
| Hello there (angel from my nightmare). Sorry, just had to get that inside joke out of the way first. Welcome to my second rant. I just kinda had some random ass things on my mind so I decided to just rant about them. Yes I know, duh. Well also you can use �My Reply� (located at the end of this rant) to well, reply to this rant. I also posted the replies that I was sent here (you can also find the link on the main page). First off I would just like to say that �The Last Samurai� is one hell of a good movie. If you haven�t seen it, you should go out and rent it and then watch it and then, you can thank me. Or better yet you can come over to my house and watch it with me, unless you�re a guy, then I�ll let you borrow it you homo. I think it�s the best movie to come out in 2003 (and yes, I did see LOTR3 and no, I don�t think that it�s better than Samurai). God I�m going to catch shit for that comment. So after 24 million records sold Creed has broken up. Anybody have anything to say about it. >crickets< Good times. Speaking of music, who wants to take me to see Keith Urban @ Cache Creek on August 18th��..the last day of my golden year? >crickets< Fucking crickets. Well ok, on to the kinda relevant things that are on my mind. I realized something; I am the smartest of all my friends. Well not all of them (damn you Chrissy for being so smart), just the guys in my group. But you know what sucks about that? I�ve done nothing about it. Seriously though, put Math aside and there�s no subject that I have taken that I can�t just bend over and dominate given the effort. The problem is that I�ve put in no effort. What the hell is wrong with me? I mean no disrespect to my friends and I know Josh will probably bitch at me and call me stupid and al those usual words he throws at me when he disagrees with me (btw, Jarome Iginla is black, not white you homo) but I honestly am. Oddly enough it came to me when I used the word monotony and was told to stop using big words people don�t know. Personally I didn�t think it was a big word but I guess it is. But I just look at everything and I mean I�m one hell of a writer, I know U.S. History like no other, I can give a speech without preparing or using notes and anything hands on I�m pretty much good at. But I�m looking at the perspective of barely having sophomore credits after a full two years of college. This semester was supposed to be my �do-or-die� semester and I think I did worse than I�ve ever done. And it wasn�t like I was busy or anything, it�s that I showed no effort. WTF is wrong with me? Why can�t I just do this shit and get the fuck out of here? Maybe I won�t even get the fuck out of here but at least go to a real college, not the LPC (btw I was thinking of a word to describe it and I did think of �junior college���then I realized that�s what it�s called. Sometimes I wonder too). No this really doesn�t have a point but dammit, this is a rant and I want to rant about being, as Bo (what a winner) used to always say, the �dumbest smart kid� I know. Also I was watching TV (Last Samurai���.god what a great movie) and I just got to thinking, maybe I�m destined to be alone. No it had nothing to do with the movie but it just popped in my head. What happens if I�m one of those guys who�s like 40 and single. I�m halfway there and, despite my best efforts, I�m still single as the day I was born. This isn�t about the fact that the last time I had pussy was when pussy had me, this is just about being alone and shit. I mean I know I�m a not the best looking fella in the world, I�m a 6 but still, I see girls who are with 6s. And yes I am �talking� with a couple girls but when am I not? I�ve been talking with girls basically non-stop since Nicole. And one by one (Julie, Dubravka, Sarah, Courtney, Ali, Alison and probably a lot more) they�ve all ended up not seeing in me when I see in them. It�s been said I go after the wrong girls, well if you know all those girls they are all vastly different from each other. I don�t mind being friends with them, not in the least. All of those girls that I�m still friends with are a valuable part of my life but they only became that after they decided that the biggest void I have in my life wasn�t a void they wanted to fill. And yes I hear you Brad, saying that I have to get an attitude towards women and maybe even be a dick to them but unfortunately it�s not me. I�ve tried, I honestly have. I tried ignoring them, having them call me and waiting for them to make the first move but then the fact is that the move never gets taken and it all fades away. Girls don�t want the nice guy yet if I�m not nice I�m called a dick. I don�t understand this game. I call bullshit. Almost 20 and I see 10 year olds having more experience in dating than I have. I CALL MAJOR BULLSHIT! I figure I won�t turn off any of u girls by you reading this since odds are, you know me for being a weird guy and an honest, outspoken guy. Maybe no one can stand my weirdness or maybe they just don�t understand it or maybe they do and that�s the problem. Ok enough rambling about girls when nothing bad has happened recently with them. Ok here�s rule #1 to being my friend. BE FUCKING HONEST. I will see through your sugar coating bullshit if you give it to me. Just tell me the truth. Rule #2 is: don�t be a fucking dick to me. I already think I�m worthless enough, you don�t have to re-enforce the notion in my head. This doesn�t make you contradict rule #1, this just makes you bite your tongue. Rob, you�re not 14 nor do you look 14. My prom date is married now. WOW! Maybe I should become Mormon. Seems like they get married to any other Mormon. Prayers are still with the Weathers. We�re here for you buddy. That�s it for now. Another rant will come whenever I feel like ranting. Until Further Notice, Adam My Reply |