| Nags's Life Right Now |
| April 17, 2002 Hey. What's Happening? Well I'm really bored and I'm in Ohio and its around 1:10AM so I decided to update. Isn't that special. Well most of you know why I'm in Ohio but for those who don't I'll let you know. My grandpa on my dad's side passed away on April 12 at the age of 83. The official cause of death was dehydration but basically it was becasue he just didn't want to suffer anymore so he didn't drink anything given to him. So all of my family (my dad, mom, sister, & me) flew out on Saturday for the services. On Sunday was the wake (viewing) and was a very long day. Although I wasn't close to my grandpa at all, I still cried. I don't know if I cried because he was dead because it was actally a good thing because he wasn't suffering anymore, I think the fact is because all my family was crying and I can't stand it when family & friends around me cry because it makes me want to cry. The weird thing about the whole thing was that out of the 100 or more people that were there at the two sessions I only knew my family, my aunt & uncle who we were staying with and 5 other people. Everybody else I didn't know. My Grandma said it was ok becasue she didn't even know them either. On Sunday was the funeral which was the mass & then the burial. I ended up having to be a paulbearer even though I really didn't want to be one. I never told my dad that because how do you tell your dad that you don't want to be a paulbearer for his dad. So I just did it without a word although that wasn't good enough for one of my friends. They said that I was dick for not wanting to and conseded and that I was disrespecting my grandfather. Whatever. The reason I didn't want to do it was because I wanted to be close to my cousin Brittany. But everyone is entitled to their own opinon so that was they're opinon. Not that much else has been happening lately. There's still that question of prom though. I refuse to be set up with somebody I don't know because I don't wanna pay over $300 to go with somebody I don't know because I'm hell of uncomfortable around girls I don't know and I'll probably spend the whole night trying not to say something stupid. And I won't let the girls pay for anything so splitting the tickets & limo fees is out of the question. So prom is still up in question although time is going against me. I did make someone feel special on their birthday. I knew it was one of my friends birthday on April 15th so I figured I'd get them a card and something else. Well then my grandpa died and I wasn't going to be in town. So I ran out Friday night with my sister and got a card (really dull one but I couldn't find anything) and $10 to Jamba Juice and then gave the card to Hallie to give to her. Hallie did and I guess she said that I was a sweet guy and she said it was sweet that I thought about her on her birthday. I have yet to talk to her since her birthday becasue I'm in Ohio but I'll see her on Thursday. That is my new goal. Everyday I want to make at least one person feel good. Evne though one of my friends hates me doing nice things for her I still do them and I know she appriciates it although shes too stubborn to admit it. I have also created a place to put all the pictures of family, friends and some funny pics. Go to www.picturetrail.com/nags to see them. Well thats all for now. See ya all later. Have a good morning/afternoon/evening/night or whatever time it is. Adam RIP Grandpa Ernest Nagy Sr. May 9, 1918 - April 12, 2002 |