| Nags's Life Right Now |
| February 8, 2003 What's Happening? Well....three mooths have passed so its time for a new site update. Not too much to write about so this shouldn't be too long. Well lets get going. Well first off is Jeremy leaving. Now I know I mentioned that he was gone in the last update but I wrote a majority of it before he left knowing that he would be gone by the time that I finished the update. It was really hard the first day he left, let me tell you that. See he wasn't supposed to leave till the night but when I went over there in the morning he told me he had to be at the recruiters by 1 so that right there sucked. I went with his mom & Hallie to drop him off. Not an easy time. That whole day was hard. I kinda just sat a home trying to play game and keep my mind off him. For the most part it worked but when I was writing my site update it didn't. Kind of just broke down. But since then I've had no breakdowns whatsoever. But since Jeremy has been gone that's left me with Hallie duty. Hallie duty? Yes, Hallie duty. Jeremy's gone so the person that Hallie & I hang out with 95% of the time is gone. So what have we been doing? You guessed it (unless you're a fucking retard), I've been hanging out with Halle. Sometimes it's not easy being around her when she has bad days but hell, I owe to her & Jeremy to be with her through the good days and the bad, just as they were to me. Work sucks. Duriing Christmas Season I was working over 40 hours a work, mainly from 5PM to at least 2AM, sometimes until 4. Damn, Let's see....oh how bout a Nicole update. Wrote a letter to her parents to explain my point of view on everything. Haven't heard back. Odds are they still hate me. End of story. Moving on... Ok so I'm not done but I just feel like getting my last piece out on Nicole. I have a feeling that I will always like her, and nothing will change that. I have come to live with it. But I realize that the chances of her & I being together are as good as the chances of the Cincinnati Bengals winning the Super Bowl next year. So I've given up all the hope I had. So wave goodbye to the .0000000000000001% hope I had. Now I still love her as a friend and a little sister. She sometimes frustrats me, but hey, not too many people don't. But at least I can finally say that there is no one that I like that I'm acting on. First time in a while I have been able to say that. Well OK Jeremy came back for X-Mas break but I didn't see him to much because of....well hell you know. Still good to have him in town though. And I was there when he proposed to Hallie which was SOOOOOOOOO shocking. And her even more shocking responce, yes. So yeah, now I don't have to worry about getting my ass beat by Hallie's boyfriend. Now I got to worry about Hallie's fiance. Damn. New Year's Eve was alright. Went to Chrissy Byron's party and hung out with a lot of drunk people, namely Big Z who was way past gone. But it was cool. But it has made me realize that there are some people I miss from high school hella bad. Here are the top 5 in no particular order: Brandi, Chrissy, Terri, Kristy & Big Z. Hopefully I can keep in contact with most of them but who knows. GO OHIO STATE!!!!!!!!! I don't care what anybody says because only one thing matters, and that's the history books. And those will always say 2002 NCAA Division 1 Champions: Ohio State Buckeyes. The Browns made the playoffs but decided to blow it all away. The 49ers wanted to wait till the 4th quarter to decide to play but somehow still pulled it off. Of course they then got it in the pooper the next week but its all good. So all 3 of my football teams had good years. As far as other girls go....who the hell knows. Not me. I mean there's this one girl who totaly wants me (mainly because shes ultra horny) but I don't think I've ever been so repulsed by a girl before. She tells me things that I never asked or EVER EVER EVER EVER wanted to know. Oh and I was hanging out with her and a bunch of people from work for like 2 or 3 hours and I swear she had at least 10-15 ciggarettes in that time. That's something I don't get. People who are already unattractive smoking like it'll make them look more attractive. You don't see me smoking, do you? ROAR!!! Then there's this one girl but I can't tell about her. I hate that. So the long waiting game continues. Never go to Kentucky. There is not a damn thing to do there. Just cold. And the truckers drive hella fast. Like we were in the shuttle going like 75 and getting passed up. Unlike here in California where they go 45 and piss me off when I have to get in the slow lane before I exit the freeway. Oh yeah, in case you were wondering why I was there it's because Jeremy was graduating from boot camp. Hallie was going and Happy said he would go with her but then like 10 days before they were supposed to leave he bailed out due to some reasons. So he was going to give me my ticket and I took time off from work and stuff then he told me that he wasn't able to transfer the ticket because on the ticket it says non-transferable. Well I already saaid I was going to go so I just bougth my own ticket. The graduation was ghey but that night the graduates were given a 36 hour pass to go off base and were given 4 rules to follow: 1) No Driving, 2) No Smoking, 3) No Drinking, 4) No going out of their Class As (uniform). So what was the first thing they did back at the hotel, changed their clothes and went out to buy cigarettes and alcohol. Out of the 20 of us there, only me, Hallie & Jeremy weren't drinking (most of them were drunk) and only a couple less were not smoking. SO I smelled HORRIBLE!!! Oh well. They were all cool and it sucks that they all have hella years left of that shit before they can live a normal life. Oh well. College sucks. Nothing else needs to be said about that. Definition on what it's like to have Nags's luck. A girl that's a model and goes to modeling school and all that whos around my age wanted to see a pic of me. I show her the best picture that I have of myself that's on my computer, one from prom with Julie. Well she then says taht I'm cute. I ain't fucking around, its true. You would think that I would have a chance then. But wait. Here's where my luck comes in. It's a 35 hours drive to her house since she lives around 2300 miles away in Nashville, Tennessee. *SIGH* Damn the luck, just damn it to hell. So to recap: Girls Suck, Work Sucks, Nicole's Mom Sucks, Missing People Sucks, The Buckeyes, Browns & 49ers do NOT suck, Kentucky Sucks, the Army sucks, college sucks & my luck sucks. Damn I'm a positive person. Oh well. Good Times I guess. Until next time. Adam |