Nags's Life Right Now
November 9, 2004

Hey, what's happening? What a great fucking month! Seriously I can�t explain how happy I am with the month I had. I knew that this was going to be a good month and that all I had to do what get passed September and things would be great and I was so right and then some. So let me start going over this great 10th month of 2004.

Hallie

First off Hallie was here for the beginning of the month. It was great having her back and having someone to hang out with. We went to a movie, she accompanied me to a concert and of course she hung out at my house for a while too. Oh and I can�t forget going on one of our oh-so-famous drives. Go me though, I didn�t even cry when she left. She may be coming home in December for her brother�s wedding and she may come home when Jeremy leaves for Afghanistan in March (so I hope). I love you Hallie.

Concerts

The main things I was looking forward to in October were the three concerts I was going to be going to. One was fucking awesome and the other two were pretty good.

The first one was Story of the Year/LostProphets/My Chemical Romance/Letter Kills. We missed Letter Kills due to Renata having to do something. Eric & Hallie also came with us. It was good concert as MCR was really good life and their front man is one hell of a performer.

The second concert was an unbelievable concert as it was Taking Back Sunday/Fall Out Boy/Matchbook Romance. MR & FOB were alright, nothing too spectacular. But holy shit. TBS put on the best set that I�ve ever seen. They were so awesome I can�t even start to tell you. If every band played at least half as good as they did, it would be a dream. I went with Eric, Renata & Renata�s friend, Erin.

The last concert I went to was Yellowcard/Starting Line. He biggest problem about this concert was that everybody that was supposed to go with me bailed on me. So I had about 4 tickets and only 1 person (me) going. Well shit. I called just about everyone I knew and of course no one could go. So I turned desperate and started to try and find random people online to go. In the end I ended up going with Eric because he didn�t work like I thought he did. But, unlike the TBS concert (which I had 2 extra tickets for) I couldn�t sell them to the homeless because we got there too late. I ended up down a lot of money. The concert was alright but SL kinda just played and were marginal and YC was good but they played forever (20 songs) and I didn�t know all their old stuff.

All and all it was some good times but I damn sure won�t be buying tickets for people anymore.

Renata....again?

Mixed in with all of this was the fact that when I was with Renata for the first concert that marked the first time we saw each other in over a month. I think the time apart did us some good as she worked through her issues with the other guy and I grew a little apart from her. If you were to ask me �what�s up with you and Renata?� (like I�m asked every so often) I would not know. I mean we are just friends and we�re pretty damn good friends. We�ve been hanging out a lot more lately and she�s come over to eat a few times recently and what not. My parents like her and you know, I kinda do as well, but the friend thing seems to be the route that it�s destined for, at least for the moment. She�s still great to hang out with....and cuddle with :-).

Taylor....sober? & HALLOWEEN!

Can you believe that Jon MOTHERFUCKIN Taylor has stopped drinking for the next 6 months? It�s disappointing because my Co-Life of the Party will no longer be his great drunk self but none of us will argue about his needing it.

Chico + Halloween = so much fucking fun. This was Batch�s greatest single idea in his life.

Of course the first day we get up there I say that I�ve never puked due to alcohol. Then of course I decided to start takin shots with no food in my stomach and a low tolerance due to the fact I hadn�t drank in a month. After 6 shots they hid my bottle, I found it and after 9 my body decided I should puke. So I did and went to sleep. This was around 6 (as we started drinking before 5). Becca called me back from one of my drunken calls and I don�t remember too much I said and then I had to go outside and puke again. I went back in to find my Gatorade but I found a shot of 151 on the counter callin my name so I downed it, got my Gatorade and went back to sleep. When I woke up about an hour or so later everybody had left so I went upstairs to Sean�s room to grab my pillow and blanket as it was fkn freezing but of course he had the door locked to his room. So I kinda decided that the hallway on top of the stairs was good enough to sleep and I did. When I woke up I had a voicemail from my mom and of course I decided to call her back. Way to be Adam. The rest of the night was boring and I just listened to my MP3 player most of the night.

Day 2 was better. I ran out of Bacardi O after 4 shots and then I took a shot of 151. This was of course on a full stomach. Then I broke my rule of never drinking beer (cuz it�s gross) and took 3 hits on the beer bong which was about 3 � beers. I was feelin good but not fucked up�.just buzzed enough to talk. So I was in my Halloween costume (Jesus because I can�t get to hell fast enough) and I walk outside to where the party is about to start (Sean�s whole complex was going to be one big party). At first all I see are some ugly�..um�..bigger girls and I was like damn. I then turned the corner and it got better. Needless to say Jesus got some good attention. I was even more sacrilegious doin the thumb cross on people�s foreheads but hell, if I�m going down might as well as deserve it. First off I got kissed without asking for it by this girl dressed as Marilyn Monroe. Turns out she was a lesbian, which pretty much explains why she didn�t go for my offer of one on one confessions (bury me in shorts and sandals please, gonna be hot when I get there). I then met this other chick named Kate who lives in Danville. I called her Kate of Danville, as I was supposed to be Jesus of Nazareth. She was a cool girl and I spent most of the night trying to convince her that I was a genuine gentleman as apparently she�s been jaded by Chico guys. I tried my best but I still don�t think she was convinced. And I wasn�t doing it to try and get some as some of the first words she said to me that night were �You�re not getting lucky with me.� And she�s right, I didn�t. But then again you all know me, do you think I cared? I ended up holding her hand and taking care of her overly drunk ass that night. I called her a few days later, she doesn�t really seem into me from the phone but eh, I�m not worried about it. She made my night though, I had to be with the whole night. I did misplace my digital camera though�.DAMMIT! Oh well the weekend was still the greatest.

Halloween was spent trying to atone for my sins of the past 2 days by collecting cans for the needy out of the goodness of my heart. Ok I call bullshit on myself; I only went to be with Renata. Yea so I�m still going to hell. It was alright, besides the fact that it was fkn freezing; better than listening to the dog barking his head off all night.

Important Poll

Well I did have a poll a while back on my AIM but this is a seperate poll and let's forget that poll ever happened. This poll is about my screenname. I've had INDNFN25 since I was a freshman @ DHS so obviously I've had it forever and that's the only one people really know me by. Sure I have other ones I go on to mess with people but INDNFN25 is the one I use to talk. But the debate is if I should change it to something else, something that kinda fits me just as well. That screenname is WalkinDaBlvdOfBD. What that means is Walking The Boulevard of Broken Dreams. It is a reference to the Green Day song of a similar title and I think it's kinda how I feel a lot of the time. But I don't know. I'm really attached to INDNFN25. Which one do you think I should make my main name? VOTE HERE!

Tough Break for Tough Crowd

I�m so pissed @ Comedy Central. They decided to cancel my favorite show �Tough Crowd with Colin Quinn� because, well probably because they�re ghey. Tough Crowd and it�s comedians are responsible for most of the quotes in the funny quotes section of the update. Now where will I turn? I hate Comedy Central.

Random Quotes/Thoughts/Stories

"I'd take to compare terrorism to what I call homoism. Both recruit impressionable young men...at camp......in remote mountain locations. Then they videotape it and release it on the internet." ~Stephen Colbert

"He's (Dick Chaney) the only vice president who you can assinate by saying the word 'boo'" ~ Nick DiPaolo

"A majority of America is smoking crack" ~Gay comedian Jim David
"It's better than smoking pole" ~Nick DiPaolo

"If you're a fat college girl take the stairs to the roof and jump off" ~Rich Vos

"There were these girls across the hall, we used to call them virgins because they wouldn't have sex with us. So I took this dead cat and hung it in their shower with a note saying 'Dead pussy gets no love'" ~Colin Quinn

"9 out of 10 freshman girls gain 10 - 15 pounds. But there is something you can do about it. If u live below the 6th floor takes the stairs. Not only will u feel better about yourself but you will also be saving us time and wont be sore on the eyes." ~A note posted by Timothy Garneau in his dorm @ The University of New Hampshire (He was then kicked out of his dorm and put on probation)

"I masturbated once face down, I was hang gliding and I liked the view" ~Nick DiPaolo
"I thought that was bird shit" ~Colin Quinn

"I know how to treat a lady, especially a retarded one. It's easy: you bang them then buy them a big red balloon." ~Nick DiPaolo

My feelings are KILLING ME. It sucks so bad. But I�m actually being reasonable with them, not saying something I might regret later. It�s actually good

I redid my room. I like it.

I didn't know but I guess the rule is that when the drunk people are still awake you shouldn't try and sleep while in their view because they'll probably take ur pillow and hit you in the face with it.

The Bad Things

Not everything has been so great, just a majority. I was moved back into the computer department at work (big ups to Chris Daun for that) but I haven�t been getting many hours over the last month making me live a little lean. Also my aforementioned feelings and the cancellation of Tough Crowd are kinda downers. And Mark leaves for a couple month on the 15th which is pretty homorific.

The Sites and Recap

In case you were wondering, the quotes that change about every 6 month on my main page with all the links are always quotes that I make up.

As for my music site�.it might be done sometime between now and never. I was ready to launch it and then I just stopped working on it. I blame the new Grand Theft Auto.

Well that�s about it. I didn�t do this last time but I think it�s recap time. Hallie came back, I went to hella good concerts, Renata and I are hanging out again, J�MF�T stopped drinkin, Chico was GREAT, Tough Crowd is gone, Feelings suck, GTA is great, and my room is new. That�s it for this month�as we all (like 3 or 4 of us) say�..don�t die.

Until Further Notice,
Adam

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