| Your Favorite Actor |
| Self explanitory......written on December 3, 2004. |
| I'll go on and just say it And do what's expected of me By holding nothing back And this might come as a shock But I love myself Even though I hate my life It's like your favorite actor Starring in a horrible movie You wish it would end And that he'd move on to bigger things No blame can be passed onto any one person All the blame is passed to you You being everyone I've said hi to To those who forget to say bye to me From those I've wanted to kill To those I would kill for And everyone in between To those who love me And those who don't love me back My glass is half full But still empty As the sum of the parts Is supposed to equal the whole But my sum doesn't even make a semi-circle All that's left is a wondering This time it's not in my head But in the head of the ones that read this Wondering if you're part of the problem Or a band aid that hides the wounds Could you be the one that completes my life Or do you just delay that from happening These answers aren't for me to tell For I lost my ability to see a while ago I went blind, I guess that old tale is true You can have too much of a good thing Go re-read the last three lines, it's a sick joke Like being the greatest guy girls have known And being here on a Friday night all alone That's not a jab at anyone For we all live our lives for ourselves Even the martyrs Maybe that's what I am A martyr for every good guy out there For the ones that look for something special And grab onto it with a death grip Till it crumbles like when you wake up from a good dream Just to realize that you're no better off than before The question remains though Is that better then holding on loosely Only to watch it be stolen from you By one that is undeserving But being your favorite actor I have to shrug it off and put on a face One that while not untrue Doesn't show the real story So hope that the director flips the script Sometimes in the near future And that your favorite actor Stars in a blockbuster movie Or at least a successful independent |