I remember when Kakyuu-hime told us we were retuning to Earth, it was a dream come true for me. I only wish now that I was able to return sooner, maybe that would have saved her some unneeded heart ach. But I had obligations on my home planet.

It was five years after our departure from Earth before we were released from our duties and aloud to return. When we arrived we found Usagi, my Odango, in a disheveled state, she was extremely dependant on others and very manic depressive.

But so much has happened in the year we have been back.

I remember arriving on Earth the summer sun beating down on us pleasantly, my only thought was of Odango as the three of us observed the park we had landed in. Mid-day in a public park not our best choice of arrival sites but this park was only a block from Usagi's home. I was so looking forward to seeing her again, but our first meeting wasn't exactly the way I pictured it to be. She was almost bed ridden and sickly looking so unlike the radiant woman I left behind all those years ago.

Often after that first visit I would wonder how any type of illness or mental state could afflict such an angel. I latter found out I was partially at fault for that. Apparently Usagi was depressed after our send off and then became overly attached to Mamoru, clingy you could say, but he was simply pushed away. He left three months after we did, heading back to America, forever this time. Then one year after his departure, Usagi's family was in a terrible car wreck, a car wreck that clamed the lives of her mother and father. This is what pushed her into her ill state, losing Mamoru, both her parents and me was too much for her to take in such a short time span and she lapsed into illness.

Being nearly eighteen at the time of the accident, Usagi was granted the house and custody of her brother.

Her illness came at the time she needed to be the strongest, but still she fell to the depths of despair, her brother acting as her nurse and her friends stayed at her house most of the time to help. But they all had lives to live and had to eventually move on at some point to continue the lives they built for themselves.

I felt so bad for Usagi's loss that I stayed mainly at her side. Luckily our sudden, unannounced arrival was a spark of hope for Usagi that guided her out of the darkness that had taken hold. And with my constant presence she almost fully recovered her health. But sadly I could never take the hurt that losing her parents inflicted on her. I could badmouth the pain about Mamoru away, but never the memories if Usagi's last day of innocence. And I could never replace the dreams she lost along with Mamoru.

Usagi's sweet dreams of marriage and happiness striped away all because of that selfish ass whole that I left Usagi with. I trusted in a man I had barely met to look after the thing that was most important to me in the entire world. And what does he rewards my trust with... Abandoning everything he promised to me he would protect.

Usagi will never be the same; she will never be the beautiful free spirit I once knew. But I will do what ever in my power to help her regain her dreams and the life she lost.

I will do all that and more, if she will let me.

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AN- another author by the pen name of LirialRaito ID #: 109517 will be continuing this fic under the same title from her prospective. You can find it posted under the name and ID I have given of fanfiction.net.