So, I met the man of my dreams, finally. He set the wedding date for March 17th, I am totally in love and totally excited and life f****** rocks!!!!! He is like the best thing ever. He is smart, god is he smart, and loving, he really sooo loves me, takes care of me, sooo kind and gentle and funny..he makes me laugh all the time... and the total polar oposite of me.. He is the realist, I am his lildreamer. Him being a libra, me an aries... but according to astrologist, the best match of opposites.. so pretty cool I say! I have to change my ways a bit.. but thats ok, he's worth it. I can't be so head strong and ram like, I need to be more settled, not in such a hurry. Once I master those things he won't have much to shake his head at with me.. lol. I DOOO make him worry about me. And he is sooo good about worrying about me. YUP..I'm happy..grateful.. happy.. lol...

My kids are doing pretty good, well as good as they can be anyways, since when they were 13 aliens took over their bodies. Um, Savannah making me a grandmother before 39 wasn't a happy thing but I love the baby... and now she is doing it again, and I am 'just' 39. Krystalen is only 17 still, and still in school and struggling with the whole boy thing... yuh. Relationships at their age.. damn. I remember. But they are beautiful girls... totally. Not biast either, I am told alll the time how beautiful they are, cuz they take after their mother :)

Got a job right now that I totally hate and beats me up, but it is money.. and will tide me over till my Horace gets back home from Iraq..yes, I forgot to mention that he is a hero..mine ..and America's. He works so hard for everyone. Tho don't say anything to him about that..uhuh, he is not into hero worship. I worship him from afar.. anyways, the job does whats needed right now, hopefully when he gets home, and I get settled with him in a house, I can concentrate on finding something more suitable to my abilities if I am not already doing nails again.. have to retake my state board, that sux but no worries. Doing that this next month. Will see what happens after and when he gets home with the whole job thing.

ok... gotta run, waiting for word from my man who is on a mission right now.. god I love him...