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10th
grade
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As I sat there in English class, I stared
at the girl next to me. She was my so
called 'best friend'. I stared at her
long, silky hair, and wished she was mine.
But she didn't notice me like that, and I
knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked
me for the notes she had missed the day
before. handed them to her. She said
'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I dont want to be just friends, I
love her but I'm just too shy, and I dont
know why.
11th grade
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The phone rang. On the other end, it was
her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on
about how her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over because she
didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I
sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at
her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After
2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and
three bags of chips, she decided to go to
sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and
gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to
tell her, I want her to know that I don't
want to be just friends, I love her but
I'm just too shy,
and I dont know why.
Senior year
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The day before prom she walked to my
locker. "My date is sick" she said, "hes
not gonna go" well, I didn't have a date,
and in 7th grade, we made a promise that
if neither of us had dates, we would go
together just as 'best friends'. So we
did. Prom night, after everything was
over, I was standing at her front door
step. I stared at her as she smiled at me
and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I
want her to be mine, but she doesn't think
of me like that, and I know it. Then she
said- "I had the best time, thanks!" and
gave me a kiss on the
cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to
know that I dont want to be just friends,
I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why. A day passed, then a week,
then a month. Before I Could blink, it was
graduation day. I watched as her perfect
body floated like an angle up on stage to
get her diploma. I wanted her to be
mine-but she didn't notice me like that,
and I knew it. Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat, and
cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her
head from my shoulder and said- 'you're my
best friend, thanks' and gave me a kiss on
the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her
to know that I dont want to be just
friends, I love her but I'm just too shy,
and I don't know why.
At
Marriage
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Now I sit in the
pews of the church. That girl is getting
married That girl is getting married now.
I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to
her new life, married to another man. I
wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see
me like that, and I knew it. But before
she drove away, she came to me and said
'you came!'. She said 'thanks' and kissed
me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I
want her to know that I dont want to be
just friends, I love her but I'm just too
shy, and I don't know why.
Years passed, I
looked down at the coffin of a girl who
used to be my 'best friend'. At the
service, they read a diary entry she had
wrote in her high school years. This is
what it read: "I stare at him wishing he
was mine; but he doesn't notice me like
that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I
want him to know that I don't want to be
just friends, I love him but I'm just too
shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would
tell me he loved me! 'I wish I did too...'
I thought to my self, and I cried. Please do yourself a favour, tell her/him you
love them if u really do
because.................They won't be
there ...forever
This inspirational story is not mine its
just what I got from internet and I liked
it very much as some times it happens that
we love someone till the end of our life
and we never dare to tell them that we
love them and we just try to be very
normal in front of them.this story tells
us to not be so shy and weak and should
have courage to tell them how much we love
them as things could have been much better
if we do a little courage .
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