lying in a field

Lying In A Field

Lying in a field
All alone again
It's a feeling I welcome
People make me nervous

Staring at the deep blue sky
Feeling the gentle breeze
Trying to make sense of life
But the answer is not to be found

Drifting off into haunted dreams
Not wanting to remember
If only I could forget
That's a luxury I'll never have

Waking to the darkening sky
The air has grown cold upon my skin
Wishing I had to look forward to
Knowing that I never will

Staring at nothing
That's what I have become
Only wanting to live each day
Not looking into the future-

Still lying in a field
No progress has been made
Senseless dreams to waste the time
That's all life is.