| Life of a Lie |
| I appear on the outside to be happy always smiling, always laughing I make jokes and am good to my friends i will always do so till the end nobody ever cares about my feelings they dont know about my everyday dealings inside i'm falling apart like a virus is targeting my heart inside i feel just like a million shreds with the occasional feeling that i am already dead most of my days end up bad in the end and i wish there could be just one good friend a friend to make me happy and better will i find that friend? probably never i am an "*emotional spy*" and will be till the day i die hiding my feelings behind my smile while i sit up to my neck in denial why do good people always die? life is just one big lie I will continue to live behind my wall until the day that it may fall I'll live my life of a lie till the day that i die wishing life was a flash and never worry about the past I'm just a dreamer; that will never be true this is just something we can never do 3/21/02 *"Undercover Emotional Spy" by Sean Evans. RIP- I'll miss you and will always remember you |
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