Life with Ed is hard, and sometimes I don't realize how controlling my eating disorder is untill I'm so out of control it's hard to see which way is up and down.  That happened today. And suprisingly to me the thing that has now made me feel better is eating two starweberries.  In my Anorexic mind eating is not suppost to make me feel better but in reality it gives me energy.  And two starwberries after not eating or drinking for like 18 hours sure perks you up. The moral of the story food is good, and strawberries are amazing.