I HATE YOU ED

Ed I hate you,

I hate what you’ve done to me,

I have lost friendships because of you,

The emergency room is recognizable because of you,

You’ve distorted my mind and my body,

You promised friendship,

But gave me nothing,

You destroyed my life,

I hate you for what you’ve done to me,

You’ve made me feel so guilty and shameful,

You make me starve myself, for what nothing,

I’m never good enough to you,

I’m never thin enough,

You have set out to destroy me,

 Because of you I can’t enjoy food,

I can’t taste good things without feeling guilty,

I miss out on times with people,

Food is all consuming,

It’s all I think about,

Why can’t you just go away,

ED you bastard,

I hate the way you’ve treated me,

For saying even my lowest weight wasn’t low enough,

For exhausting me,

For not allowing me to enjoy food,

But having to purge food,

You are no friend of mine,

I hate you.

by Rachel Buchner April5 , 2007