Well I haven't posted in a while so I thought I would.  Stuff was going better and now it's kind of spinned into chaos. I'm hoping I can make it through the night without purging and that would be a huge achievement since the last week or so I've been purging everyday. I went to danielle's place again and got a purple and pink bracelate it's in support of it but it's cool too.  I have appointment with phyciratrist and parents tomorrow suppost to be information based espeically on BPD this time I think.  I'm always reading book from Danielle's place last week I got "Desperately Seeking Self" by Viola Fodar. Today I got "Real Goirgeous:  The truth about beauty and body " by Kaz. Cooke.