Well I thought I would type again, I don't know if people read this anyways.  I went a week eating normally and not purging and eating foods I don't normally eat it was cool. I screwed up last ight binged and purged and haven't kept anything down since then.  Going to try to get myself back on track.  Going over to someones house for supper so I'm hoping that will help give at least some stability. All I can say is I wish I never started purging because I hate it.