| Friends Forever I wouldn't see her friendly smile, her funny face or big blue eyes. She won't see me for awhile, at least that is what the note said. It might have been because of a little quarrel we had, yesterday. It could have been because her boyfriend broke up with her. I know she told me that her parents were getting a divorce. She told me in between her crying and yelling "its all my fault." I still don't know why she did it, we could have worked it out. She didn't even say good-bye, or even tell me she was going to do it. What is the reason she killed herself? Why would she even consider it? She was a great athlete, and had her future all planned out. Was it my fault, or is it hers? written in 8th grade |
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| My Poem Page |
| Here are some poems that I wrote myself, I hope you enjoy them and don't forget to sign my book when your done. Keep in mind my spelling is bad lol.... =o) All poems are copyrited. |
| Across the Sea, I Love Only You In another time, another place, it would be easy to see your smiling face. No waters to cross- no land to roam, I'd have you by my side, in our own home. Commitments and other things keep us apart. But always know your deep with in my heart. You may be clear across the ocean, butmy love for you is full of devotion. What's mine is yours, and soon you'll see just how your love deeply affects me. Even clear across the seas our love can't be hidden. It grows even more every day we're away. To capture my love for you could be a problem, since it stretches clear across the ocean and then some. My heart jump starats at the sound of your voice. My only wish is to hold you close. My thoughts turn to you in all my spare time. I sleep with your picture in my mind. My waking thought is how to spoil you. And to let you know, I love only you. Written 10/2/01 |
| Waits She waits by the phone for the call that may come in, She waits on line for the IM to be sent, She waits for the word that he still loves her so, All the while wondering where she went wrong. He's living his life doing what he wants, working, partying, going out late at night. Forgotten is the girl that loves him so, Seeing another, always on the go. She's waiting, He's dating. She's hoping, He's floating. So much for love at first sight. So much for the good life. Out went the dreams and hopes, In came the fears and the long nights. She waits for him, even tho she knows, that once again he won't show. written 9/27/01 |
| Scared Scared inside is what she is of things that may and may not be. To worried of what others think of her to see what others see. She lives in the present and thinks of the past, comparing the two and not seeing past what she views as faults of her own and amillion other things she's done wrong. She puts on a strong face and projects a tough act. when inside she's weak and full of emotions tucked back. Who can see through her, who wants to know her to comfort and be there when she breaks down. A fragile creature she is inside and no one knows exactly why, she tears up sometimes and crys inside. A fragile mind, a tough outside. Whose to know her mental mind, that sometimes wants to curl up and die. written 9/26/01 published spring 2002 |
| I Love You I look into your eyes, and my life flashes by. Wondering how I could ever get by without you by my side. I live to hear your sweet voice on the phone or at home. To see your smiling face, and enjoy your warm embrace. It pains e to be away from you each and everyday. But I know in the end, we'll be together again. I live each and every day for a glimpse of you to say That I love you In each and every way. written 9/29/01 |
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| No Promises, No Commitments No promises, No commitments. Its what was agreed on. Yet what went unspoken was the most important thing. You can't take back emotions when they start to spring. When flowers are sent, and a teddy bear too. It's showing emotions that's ringing true. What's one to expect when things are shared. Emotions kept in check and she knows that he cares. Some thing has gone wrong, some thing is not right, when he's not talking and not sounding quite right. "It's not you, its me." the email reads. What away to begin the day she thinks. She calls him at home to find out whats wrong. "I love someone else" is the reply that she gets. "I've loved her a while" he continues. "Didn't mean for you to get so close." "Didn't mean to hurt you, but I have to follow my heart" he ends. And the plans that we're made not a month before, shatter to pieces to be forgotten and stored. No promises, No commitments. Thats what was agreed. Tell that to my heart, that was starting to belive. Things were going great, and now it's fallen apart. Time heals all wounds. Thats what mother says. Its time to find out if that is true. Leave the past behind and not be so blue. No promises, No commitments. Never agree to just that. Emotions spring forth from things that are shared. And from that there's promises and commitments that go unsaid. written 10/05/01 |
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