STEVEN'S THOUGHTS AND THINGS
IntroductionMy name is Steven, i`m 26, and currently going through what many people go through in thier lifetime. Unfortunatly, life and the lesson`s that come along with it are a little harder for some to deal with than others. I fall in the catagory of SOME. I hope you will take the time to listen to my story as i will try to explain my past, present, and my hopes for te future. I was 16 when i met whom i thought was the love of my life. She was beautiful, fun, sincere, and everything else i ever could have wanted. We were together for seven years, and during that time we were just like everyone else. We had our up`s , and down`s, our good times, and our bad times, but through it all i have to say now that it was all worth every minute. Two years ago she left me because i did`nt understand exactly what i had, or what i had to do to keep it. I stayed alone for a year and a half doing nothing but drinking, and working hoping that one day she would return. She never did. Then one day as i sit at home, a friend of mine came by with his new girlfriend that he had just met. When i looked at her, and she looked at me, i knew that there was something special there. Within a couple of week`s we were together, and everything seemed to be turning around for me. I had learned from my past relationship everything i should, and should`nt do. So i tried to make sure that i did`nt mess this up, because the feeling`s that i had for this girl were all to real. I told her how i felt all the time. I never let a night go by that i did`nt hold her, and i did all the thing`s that my ex had told me i never did. I took her out all the time, went on vacation`s, and was there for her anytime that she needed me. For the first four month`s it was perfect. I could`nt have asked for anything more. Then an old love of her`s came back into her life, and everything has been downhill since then. She has been gone for a week now, and everyday she promises to return. I know that she is the one that i want to spend the rest of my life with, and everytime i speak to her she is telling me the same thing. Everyone keep`s telling me to let her go, but something inside me just can`t do that. I can only wait, and hope that she will come back. The only thing that get`s me by is writing, so while i wait for her i will be putting all my thoughts, and poem`s on my website for all the world to see. I hope you enjoy. Thankyou for your time.
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