did i ever tell you how much i also hated you?
did i ever tell you how i couldn't live without you?
did i ever tell you how hard living was?
did i ever tell you anything?"
and the rain kept pouring down on her. her clothes were soaked and she felt the weight of youthful years pulling her down towards the ground. as she turned in his direction, she looked him directly in his brown eyes. He watched her, his eyes open and listening, waiting for her to give him a sign. she never said a word, she just kept watching him, hoping he was gonna give her an answer. the answer she was looking for wasn't complicated. it wasn't supposed to be. and then in a moment of begging and silence, he realized how beautiful she truly was. even though she hurt so much, even though she couldn't explain herself, even though she could never truly see it herself.