PAIRING: Maria and
Max
PART: 1 of ?
RATING: PG (This part)
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AUTHORS NOTE: This is set after the summer of this season. Not
sure which episode but Ill figure it out soon. Promise. Just let it take you
away.
Marias POV
I hadn't meant for it to happen. Hadn't
meant for me to lose myself
in him. Not like this. Not this soon. It was
unavoidable if you think about
it. What was I supposed to do? What was I
supposed to feel? My knight in
shining armor had come to my rescue and mended
my broken heart, in turn taking it with him.
He came to me every night, both looking
for a solace from the pain. But
it wasn't just solace I found. No, it was so
much more. In his arms I had
found a friend. I had found warmth. I had found
understanding. I had found a
wonderful sense of humor. But then I began
to find heat. Find attraction.
Find desire. Find love.
Who could blame me? How couldn't
I? The pain slowly left, leaving room
for him to enter me slowly. For me to
fall in love with him.
Every night I waited patiently for him
to come to my window. For him
to take me in his arms and stroke my hair. For
him to tell me that everything would be all right. For him to make me laugh at a
corny joke.
But now everything is so different. I
don't want to hurt anyone. And
I'm scared. I'm scared to think he might not
love me. Might never be able
to. Might not want to. And what if I ruin
our friendship? A friendship I
don't want to ever lose.
I curl up in my bed, a tear falling at
my situation.
I cant hurt her. She's my best friend,
but I cant help it, I love
him. Dear God, I love him so much.
Why does my life always have to be so
complicated? Why cant I find
someone to love me? Why doesn't anyone want to
love me?
I cant seem to stop the shaking
that has taken my body. My tears are
falling harder, making my eyes sting. I
try to cover up a sob, but it slips
from my lips.
And then I feel him. I feel his
soothing hand caress my hair, his arm moving
to curl around my waist. My sobs
become harder as I realize he has come to me.
Shhh, Maria Shh, everything's going to
be okay.
I cant help but turn in his arms, my
own arms seeking him, holding
him close to me. I bury my head in the softness
of his sweater, his hard cool chest just beneath.
His hands move to my back, his fingers
lightly trailing up and down my
spine. I cant help but hold him tighter, and
then I feel it and smile.
<Please love me> I plead as he
places another kiss in my hair.
I look up and see the worry and warmth
in his soft brown eyes and I
smile. His cool lips kiss my forehead and
I wish once more.
<Please love me>
I rest my head once more on his
strong chest, no words needing to be
said out loud. We seem to be able to
communicate without their use. I close my eyes, the tears ending as I cling to
the small hope my heart tells me to hold on to.
Sleep will come soon, and I will let it
take me. Al least there I can
dream of a life with him without
worries.
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