Okay everyone. It's the day before Christmas Eve, the day that Jesus was born. Do you all have your gifts for your loved ones? I had some presents I had bought for Trevor and Luke but now I will just give them to Josh and Ryan because that is the patheticness of my life.
Actually I am sort of out of the "black cloud" I have been in for a few days now. The weekend was really bad. I just sat on my butt and looked on the internet for other people with problems like mine. To all those people writing mean stuff in my guestbook, jesus! What is your problem?! It's definitely NOT like mine.
On Sunday my Dad called me and said that he definitely wanted me to come home for Christmas Eve and that this was not a trap. I told him to screw off and stop calling, but then I talked to Josh and guess what? It's not cool for me to do Xmas with HIS family, so I guess I have to go to my Dad's or spend it in some homeless shelter like the one in the Jewish Community Center. Some friend Josh turned out to be!
So now today I need to find some way to go Christmas shopping for Dad and Miranda and my sister, even though if I had my choice I would just buy them a piece of dirt wrapped in a smelly sock. Boy, would that be a surprise under the XMAS TREE!!
Love,
Ke-Ri
PS- MERRY XMAS GIRL HARBOR AND SAXON!!!!
DEC. 24, 2002,
WOW! I'ts Xmas Eve already! I didn't know a year could go by so quickly. It seems like just yesterday I was getting this page off the ground and placing my first few ads.
Life goes by so fast sometimes it's easy to forget who you are...
But anyway, I need to go to my Dad's in two (2) hours because Josh says that's the last hour I can be in his house on Xmas eve. This whole thing between us is NOT going so well but I won't go into details for the sake of our friendship (what's left of it). I got some decent presents for everyone so hopefully they will like them and not spit on them and throw them in my face.
I usually give a call to my Mother on Xmas eve, but I don't know if I should bother this year. Chances are she'll want to know what I've been up to and I'll have to tell her this whole long story and frankly I don't have that much time in my life.
Anyway, I'll try to write from my Dad's late tonight or early tomorrow morning. GOODBYE EVERYONE MERRY XMAS EVE AND GOD BLESS!!!!!
Love,
Ke-Ri
DEC. 26, 2002
MERRY day after XMAS fans!!! We learned in school that this day is called BOXING DAY!! Well I'll BOX YOUR EARS if you didn't have a good XMAS!!!
Basically, my Xmas was pretty lame but Okay. When I got to my dad's house he hugged me but it was a hug that meant I was definitely in trouble. Then he took my into the dining room and sat me down and told me that this crap was nonsense and I was coming home and moving back to school. I told him that I was 18 so he could not control my life or I would call the police. THen there was screaming that lasted for one hour. Finally we agreed that I would come home starting this weekend and move back in but if I didn't like it, I could leave and he didn't care. SO we'll see how that works. Won't we?
Dinner was gross because Miranda made DUCK. What was she thinking? I ate the potatoes-- less fat there.
I only got three presents. My dad said if I had not run away I would have got more but he gave my other presents to homeless children the day I went away. I said screw you and there was almost another fight but then I said just kidding.
My sister gave me a book about the seven habits of highly effective teens. Miranda gave me a pink cardigan. My dad gave me the DVD of Shrek.
At the end I gave everyone hugs, but it seemed like I was still in trouble. Some crappy Xmas 4 me!!!
Hope yours were all better! If they weren't, I'LL PUNCH YOU IN THE NOSE!! Ha ha , just kidding.
LOVE,
Ke-Ri