I have thought about this all night long, and there is really no reason for me to go to high school any more. There is no way I can get this community service done, and I am sure as hell not going to COLLEGE. So, why am I slaving away so many hours of my day in that hellhole when I could be at the library reading my e-mails? I could be learning to play a musical instrument. I could be figuring out what my new place will look like. There are so many better things in this world than high school, that's all I'm saying.
And josh and Ryan, since I know you are reading, this is none of your business. my life is my life and I don't appreciate the fact that you two think you can but in all the time. you are good guys and I love you but I just don't think we can be very close right now because I have so much drama and you just want to change me.
Outside the library today there was a man begging for money. I didn't have anything but a quarter so I gave it to him. He asked me why i wasn't in school. I started to tell him but then I decided what's the difference. he doesn't really care. then he tried to grab my leg. I was going to start screaming but just then the librarian came to shoo him away.
Well, this is Ke-Ri, signing off from the library. I hope everyone reading has a happy and healthy day. I know I will now that I'm not going to school.
Love,
Ke-Ri
Nov. 14, 2002
Miranda got up early and tried to make breakfast for me but I told her I wasn't hungry. she told me to have a good day at school and I told her whatever so she went back to bed. Then I went to the library and read all the million bajillion e-mails I got yesterday. Jesus Christ people can be so nice sometimes!!!! So many people keep saying I can stay with them if I have to. It's nice to know there are people out there who want to take care of you, even if nobody at your house does. I could stay pretty much anywhere I wanted if I decided it was time to move out-- a house, a condo, even a boat!!
But all you men with wives, do NOT say you love me. You need to stay wtih your wives so you don't hurt your kids feelings.
I got an e-mail from Mrs. Alpert my english teacher. She said that SOMEONE told her I had decided not to come to school anymore and would I please come back because it was important for her to know I was safe. she should have thought of that before she decided to give my poems a C minus last month isn't that right Mrs. Alpert. Everyone is so phony to me, just like that book Catcher in the Rye. I hate everyone sometimes. Except my friends who write me! KEEP WRITING!!!!!
Okay, I have to go now because my time is up. THANK YOU AGAIN FRIENDS!!
Love,
Ke-Ri
Nov 15. 2002,
WOOHOO IT'S FRIDAY! I made it all the way to the weekend with nobody knowing I wasn't in school. And now it's the weekend... so I don't HAVE to go to school. What I've decided to do with my weekend is to try to write a story, though. I feel like my poetry is good, but a story would be a better way of showing how I've been feeling inside, so I promise there will be a story on my website next week, fans!!!!
So my sister is getting DIVORCED from her husband. Isn't that retarded. She moved all the way to Alaska to be with him and now they're getting divorced and she might move back into my dad's house for a month to get back on her feet again. I feel bad for her but also bad for her husband Jerry who I think is really nice and besides he's kind of a dreamboat. I don't know what's going to happen. If she's there we'll just fight all the time. She makes me so insane because she can be so fake and selfish.
I ran a mile today before I went to the library! I'm all sweaty. I wish there was a shower in the library. That would be so incredible. Okay, friends. I'm signing off. Get ready for the story!!!! I promise it will be one of the best stories you've EVER READ.
Love,
Ke-Ri