Light
Fantastic
By DRL
Trowa Barton Winner sat back in his
chair and looked around the vast room at the sea of tables, at which were
seated some of the most eminent (and most importantly for Trowa, the wealthiest)
people on Earth and the Colonies. He
allowed himself a small smile of satisfaction.
It had been an extremely successful evening, so far, and it was by no
means over yet. The Annual Winner
Foundation Charity Dinner & Dance was still in full swing, and the dance
floor was crammed with couples swirling in time with the strains of the lively
tune the band were currently playing.
Trowa knew the song though he couldn’t remember the name, and he sang
along with it in his head.
The
current function was one of a number of fundraising events that Trowa and his
team at the Winner Foundation arranged each year to raise funds to finance
their many housing, development and education programs throughout Earth and the
Colonies. In the decade or so during
which Trowa had risen to his current position of CEO of the Foundation, he had
taken it from a vague idea in the mind of his then lover Quatre Winner, himself
CEO of Winner Enterprises Inc., of somehow putting something back into the
community, to the largest and most influential charitable organisation in the
entire universe. Trowa was particularly
successful in persuading the wealthy to part with vast sums of their money in a
good cause, and to do it both willingly and repeatedly. Whether it was his striking good looks, his
self-effacing diffidence, his courtly charm, his graceful elegance, his
sartorial perfection or his impeccable manners, he remained a firm favourite
with the press and public alike, and everything he touched turned to gold. Both himself and Quatre, now his husband,
remained darlings of the media, and their every move was photographed,
documented and reported under the guise of ‘celebrity gossip’.
The
Winner Foundation’s annual social events had become bastions of the social
season. ‘Invitations’ were purchased at
prices that were exorbitantly and ridiculously high, and were usually sold out
within hours. Dress was always formal,
and a whole industry was sustained in supplying ladies with couture gowns and
jewellery. From the elegance of the
gilt-edged invitations to the luxurious opulence of the ballrooms and
banqueting halls that these soirees always took place in, the events spoke to
the very souls of the pampered and privileged patrons, and therein lay Trowa’s
success. He massaged their egos,
flattered their vanity, relieved them of their riches, salved their consciences
and they never even saw him coming! He
played on the wealthy and the powerful as on a stringed instrument and he did it
all with an easy grace and an enigmatic smile.
He was an extremely clever man.
Trowa
looked around at the faces seated at his own table. His best friends, the five people most dear to him in the whole
world were seated around him, all together again after far too long, in his
opinion. They did not all get together
like this as often as any of them would have liked, due to distance in some
cases and busy schedules in others, but whenever they did they invariably made
an event of it, and had a wonderful time.
Quatre, beside him on his right, was ethereally beautiful in his
traditional black tuxedo. Nicky, his
and Quatre’s image consultant, had excelled himself, and his husband was
groomed and coiffed to absolute perfection.
Nicky, Trowa thought was worth every penny of his exorbitant retainer. Duo, seated on his left looked roguish as
usual, but extremely stylish with it.
It never ceased to amaze Trowa how Duo could manage to look comfortable
and at ease, even in a formal evening suit.
This evening he wore his own special brand of formal wear, knee-length
frock coat of black damask, with a high, Nehru collar, narrow legged pants and
well-polished leather boots. His
beautiful hip-length hair was unbraided, but caught up at the nape of his neck
with a black silk scarf. Heero sat
beside Duo, looking dapper and handsome in a formal tuxedo, much the same as
Quatres. He had even managed to tame
his hair into submission Trowa noticed with amusement, although he suspected
that Duo deserved the credit for this.
Wufei and Treize were visions both.
Treize was dressed in an old-style tail coat, stiff-fronted shirt,
collar and cravat, complete with a blood-red sash on which was pinned a large
gold medallion, which proclaimed his status as a member of the nobility and
identified his rank. He was by no means
the only one present wearing such a token, but he wore it with the most
aplomb. He looked regal, stately, and
the epitome of sheer elegance. People
said, Trowa mused, that he himself was elegant but he had nothing on
Treize. The man wrote the book! As Treize’s consort, Wufei was dressed in a
similar manner to his husband, the only difference being Wufei’s medallion,
which confirmed his status as Treize’s spouse, and his own noble rank,
conferred on him by marriage. Although
Wufei looked extremely smart in his outfit, despite his ever-present
spectacles, he also managed to look like a small boy who has been forced to don
his best suit for church on Sunday, and was resenting every minute of it. And, Trowa thought, this was probably not
too far from the truth. They were all
his dearest friends and they had done him proud this evening, and for that he
silently thanked every one of them.
“Are
you okay sweetheart?” The sudden voice
in his ear caused Trowa to start violently.
He turned his head sharply towards the source of the voice and looked
into the concerned blue eyes that gazed up at him. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you.” The eyes lowered in contrition.
Trowa
smiled down at the person he loved more than his own life. He leaned down and kissed him lightly on the
lips.
“That’s
alright darling,” He said, placing his hand reassuringly over the one that lay
lightly on his forearm, “And yes, I’m fine.
I was just thinking.”
“About
what?” Quatre asked as he entwined his delicate fingers with Trowas’, but
before his husband could answer a large hand clapped him on the back.
“Hey
Tro, great party man!” Trowa turned to
his left and smiled indulgently at Duo.
Duo had freely partaken of the champagne that had been flowing copiously
all night and consequently he was even more garrulous than usual. This was not an unfamiliar occurrence
however, and Trowa knew that Duo was well able to keep himself in check so he
entertained no fears of an embarrassing scene or anything of that sort. Anyway, Duo’s husband Heero would soon call
a discreet halt when he thought that things had gone quite far enough. Heero would calmly suggest to Duo that
perhaps he had had enough to drink, Duo would agree with a witty rejoinder, and
from that point on he would imbibe soft drinks only. Trowa had seen it happen countless times, so he was not in the
least bit worried by Duo’s rapidly slurring speech.
“Thanks
Duo,” He replied, “But I can’t take all the credit. I had a lot of help.”
Without
taking his eyes from Duo he clasped Quatre’s hand a little tighter, raised
their entwined fingers to his lips and placed a gentle kiss on Quatre’s
knuckles, just to let him know that he was not forgotten, even though Trowa’s
attention was momentarily diverted. A
flash bulb went off somewhere to his left behind Duo, causing him to blink, but
beyond this involuntary gesture he paid it no further attention, so used was he
to this by now. He did, however, glace
round at Quatre to make sure that he was not bothered by it. Reassured on this point he turned back to
Duo.
“Well
I’m glad you’re enjoying yourself Duo.”
He declared in his calm, even voice.
“Well
I’ve got to make the most of it.” The
American said sourly, his voice dropping.
“Hey Tro, you gonna eat that?”
Trowa shook his head and pushed his untasted dessert across the table to
Duo, who fell upon it with a will.
“What
do you mean?” Quatre asked, leaning
closer to Trowa to catch Duo’s words and further emphasising the conspiratorial
air that had suddenly descended upon the trio.
Duo glanced to his left to where Heero was seated, saw that he was
engaged in conversation with Treize and Wufei, then turned back to Quatre &
Trowa.
“Now
don’t get me wrong,” He began in a sotto
voce undertone, “I love Heero dearly and no-one could be a better husband
than he is.” Quatre and Trowa both held
their peace at these words, although Heero and Duo’s frequent and heated contretemps did cross both their minds,
and Quatre called to mind many lengthy telephone conversations with Duo, where
the braided American regaled his friend with Heero’s many shortcomings as a
husband. “Oh I know we fight all the time and all, but that’s nothing, just
letting off a little steam.” Duo added,
as if sensing their thoughts. “But he’s
been working so hard lately that we never get any time to do stuff
together. He never takes me anywhere
anymore. I don’t like to complain, but
I do get bored just sitting around doing nothing every evening because he is
working late at the office or in his study working on something or other, or
even off on a business trip somewhere.
I don’t even go with him on these trips any more because all that
happens is that I get left behind to amuse myself at the hotel, while he is out
at meetings and shit. It never used to
be like this. His business trips used
to be real fun, but lately, I dunno… I
swear to god, it’s getting so bad that just going out for groceries is
beginning to look exciting”
“Oh
Duo,” Quatre said sympathetically, “Why didn’t you say? You know that you can always come to us if
you are bored.”
“That’s
kind of you Q,” Duo said with a wry smile, “But you and Tro would soon get
tired of me hanging around you every evening.
You both work too and you need your evenings to yourselves.”
Quatre
opened his mouth to speak, but the protest he was about to offer died on his
lips as he realised that Duo was quite right.
“Have
you spoken to Heero about this?” Trowa
asked in his usual forthright manner.
Duo shook his head firmly and quickly looked over his shoulder once more
to make sure that Heero was still occupied.
To his surprise Heero’s chair was empty and Treize and Wufei were deep
in conversation, their heads close together.
Assuming that Heero had gone to the men’s room, he turned back to Quatre
and Trowa.
“How
can I say anything to him?” He replied, “He’s worked so hard for so long to
make the company a success, and now that it is, he is just making sure that it
stays that way. He provides very well
for me, making sure that I never want for anything. Because of him I don’t have to work, so I can concentrate on my
art. He makes no real demands on me whatsoever.
How can I complain to him about such a trivial matter?”
“But
it’s not trivial if it’s making you unhappy.”
Quatre said.
“Not
really unhappy Q,” Duo said, “Just a little disgruntled, and not so disgruntled
that I would bother him with it when he’s obviously so busy. Things have been great since he got my ring
back for me and we got back together (1).
He’s been trying real hard to work at our relationship, and I don’t want
to jeopardise that by bringing this up now.
I know he loves me and I know that I matter to him. He just can’t give me his time at the
moment. I understand that.” Duo gave a decisive nod of his head, as if
he had just convinced himself of something.
“Yeah, I understand,” He repeated.
“I just hope that it doesn’t last too long is all.” He added
despondently.
Quatre
rose from his seat and walked around Trowa’s chair to stand before his American
friend. As he did so he released
Trowa’s hand but trailed his fingers up his arm and across the back of his
shoulders, relinquishing contact with his beloved’s body only at the last
possible moment. This he did totally
naturally and without any premeditation or conscious thought, driven by some
deep-seated and subconscious desire for constant physical contact with his
adored one. Duo saw this and
smiled. He had noticed this same
phenomenon in both Quatre and Trowa over the many years that he had known
them. His two friends loved each other
with a fervour that words could not express.
He had never seen a bond as strong and intense as that which Quatre and
Trowa shared. God knew, he loved Heero
with all his heart, but what Heero and he shared could in no way be compared to
the pure and absolute devotion that these two felt for each other. One could not exist for one second without
the other, Duo was convinced of this, but this thought he pushed immediately from
his mind, not even wanting to think about anything happening to any of his
friends - nay, his family, as he now considered them.
“Come,
dance with me.” Quatre held a finely
boned hand out to Duo, which he clasped in his larger one and allowed himself
to be led out into the throng of couples on the dance floor. Quatre enfolded Duo in his arms and Duo
returned the embrace, laying his head on Quatres shoulder. They swayed together and moved in slow,
circular motion around the dance floor, completely oblivious of the fact that
the band were playing a lively two-step.
Trowa
watched them until they disappeared, engulfed by the crowd. He guessed that Quatre’s motive in asking
Duo to dance had more to do with administering comfort than with any desire to
‘cut a rug’. Once they were out of sight
he rose and shunted across into the chair that Quatre had just vacated, the
better to listen in on the heated discussion taking place between Wufei and
Treize.
“Look
Treize, I’m not going to do it, so will you please shut up about it.” Wufei folded his arms across his chest and
set his jaw in a defiant scowl.
“But
Wufei, be reasonable.” Treize implored,
but to no avail. The Chinese ex-pilot
had evidently said his last word on the subject under discussion. Trowa smirked as he saw the all-too familiar
look on Wufei’s face. What ever it was
that Treize wanted, he was going to have a fight on his hands to get it. “God, but you are impossible sometimes.”
Treize said, turning to Trowa in exasperation.
“Trowa, can’t you talk some sense into him?”
“I
doubt it.” Trowa replied dryly. “What’s the matter?”
“It’s
his eyes.” Treize said, and turned to
Trowa with a look that held such worry and concern that a frisson of alarm crept along his spine. “He’s been having trouble with headaches again, so I took him to
see that specialist, you know, the one that he saw last year?” Trowa nodded in acknowledgement and Treize
continued. “Well, he confirmed that
Wufei’s eyesight is deteriorating rapidly, and that at the current rate he will
be completely blind within ten years.”
An
involuntary gasp escaped Trowa’s lips and he looked sharply at Wufei. To his surprise Wufei returned his gaze with
a curious expression, one that Trowa could not place. One thing was certain though, Wufei’s defiance had all but disappeared.
“Is
there anything that can be done?” Trowa
asked, looking from Wufei to Treize, then back again. Wufei snorted and looked away.
Treize shot him a weary sidelong glance, sighed heavily then turned back
to Trowa.
“Yes
there is,” He said resignedly, “And this is just about where we came in. I have been increasingly worried about the
alarming rate at which Wufei’s eyesight is deteriorating, and we have been
consulting a leading ophthalmologist who it seems has developed a simple
surgical procedure which would not actually reverse Fei’s current condition,
but it would arrest it. In other words,
his eyes would not get any better than they are now, but they would not get any
worse either.”
From
the looks on the faces of both his friends, Trowa sensed that this was not the
good news that it appeared to be.
“So
what exactly is the problem?” He asked
with apprehension.
“Fei
refuses to undergo the operation, that
is the problem.” Treize said wearily.
“But
why Wufei?” Trowa asked calmly. Wufei turned hard, flinty eyes upon him.
“Don’t
you start!” He spat venomously. “He hasn’t told you the whole story.” He swivelled his hard, angry gaze to his
hapless husband. “Go on, tell him the
rest.”
Trowa
raised a serenely enquiring eyebrow at Treize.
The Russian noble passed a hand across an agitated brow, closed his
ice-blue eyes as though collecting his thoughts, then spoke in a low voice.
“The
procedure is not without a certain degree of risk.” He began. “There is a 30%
chance that the operation itself could cause immediate blindness.”
“Oh
my God!” An uncharacteristic
exclamation escaped Trowa.
“Exactly!” Wufei said.
“So my choices are to either go blind right now, or to go blind slowly
over the next 10 years. An enviable
choice, wouldn’t you say?”
“But
Fei, my pet,” Treize interjected, clasping one of Wufei’s hands in his much
larger one, “It may not come to that.
Don’t forget that by the same token there is a 70% chance of complete
success. A 70% chance Fei!” Treize implored. Wufei snorted derisively.
“A
70% chance of success? Huh, what do
those quacks know?” He said with
scorn. He snatched his hand from his
husbands and folded his arms across his chest once again.
“Fei,
they are trying to help you.” Treize
spoke with an infinite patience that said that he had been over this ground
before and was willing to go back over it as many times as it took. “You wanted a second opinion,” He continued,
“So we got one, but all it did was confirm the diagnosis, the prognosis and the prescribed treatment. If you want a third opinion we will get one,
and a fourth, a fifth or even a sixth.
But remember what Dr Scrivener said, every week we delay reduced the
chances of success.” Wufei did not
reply. He glanced up, caught Trowa’s
eye and looked quickly and nervously away.
“And then of course,” Trieze continued, “There’s the good news. Dr Scrivener says that once you have fully
recovered from the operation, he can perform a simple laser surgery to correct
the present damage and restore your sight to near normal. Just think my pet,” Treize took Wufei’s hand once more, “No more
spectacles.” Treize’s encouraging tone was
lost on Wufei, who shot him a withering look and snatched his hand away again.
“Leave.
Me. Alone.” He said, punctuating every
word. “I don’t want to talk about
this.”
Trowa,
who had sat silently and thoughtfully throughout the entire exchange, fixed
Wufei with a penetrating stare. He was
beginning to get an angle on what he thought might be happening here, and he set
out to test his theory.
“What’s
wrong Wufei?” He asked, “Why don’t you want to have the operation? Yes, there is an element of risk, but I
remember the days when the thought of risking your very life, with much shorter
odds than this, would not have weighed with you for one second.”
Wufei
turned on him with eyes that burned with indignant rage, but as they met the
dispassionate, emerald green gaze, brows insouciantly raised in enquiry, the
fire died and he visibly deflated.
“Why
Wufei?” Trowa persisted, his gaze calm
but relentless.
“I…,
I…,” Wufei stammered. He looked at his
husband, a silent appeal in his obsidian eyes.
“You
what, my sweet?” Treize asked gently.
Wufei
looked into Treizes eyes, read the deep affection and genuine concern written
therein, and gave in. The many months
of worry, anguish and fear that he had been suppressing by sheer strength of
will and dogged determination finally overwhelmed him. His façade of bullishness and ferocity
crumbled as hot tears burst forth and flowed freely down his cheeks.
“I’m
scared Trowa,” He said in a hoarse whisper, “I’m so scared.” He stifled a sob and scrubbed at his tears
in disgust. Treize was at his side in a
moment, solicitously cradling him in his arms and rocking him gently.
“Fei,
Fei my pet,” He murmured. Wufei
buried his face in his husband’s broad chest while Treize stroked his hair
gently to calm and sooth him.
Trowa
watched the scene that he had wrought with no regrets. Now everything would be okay. He rose, took Treize by the arm and bade him
rise also, bringing Wufei with him. He
led them both through the sea of tables, nodding perfunctorily to several
revellers who hailed him as he passed, to a small but well-appointed ante-room
attached to the main banqueting hall where the dinner was being held. He ushered them inside and Treize swiftly
settled Wufei on a plush velvet settee, taking a seat next to him.
“You
can stay here for as long as you like.”
Trowa said as he hovered at the door.
“I will make sure that no-one disturbs you, but if you need anything
just ring – the waiting staff will see to you.” He indicated a crewel-work bellrope which descended from the ceiling and fell demurely beside the
room’s cosy fireplace. He put a hand to
the doorhandle as was about to withdraw and draw it to, when Wufei called him
back.
“Trowa?”
He said, his voice still a little broken.
Trowa froze in mid motion but said nothing. His eyebrows, as usual, made the tacit enquiry. “Thanks!” Wufei said, and smiled a thin,
watery smile. Trowa closed the door and
left them.
After
a word with the staff to ensure Wufei and Treize’s privacy, Trowa returned to
his table and found Quatre seated alone, a fretful frown creasing his
brow. However, as soon as the petit
blond caught sight of his willowy husband weaving his way towards him his eyes
immediately lit up and sparkled with happiness. He caught Trowa’s hands in his as soon as he came within grabbing
distance.
“Oh
Trowa, there you are.” He said with obvious
relief, “I was beginning to wonder.”
Trowa
raised each of Quatres hands, still clasping his own, to his lips in turn and
kissed the fingers of each.
“I’m
sorry my love. Wufei had a slight
headache and Treize took him out for a breath of air. I was just showing them to the rose arbour.” He hated lying to Quatre, but to tell him
the truth now would only upset him and Trowa had no intention of putting any
kind of a dampener on his beloved’s evening.
“Where are Heero and Duo, dancing?”
He asked, more to change the subject than because he really wanted to
know.
“I
don’t think so.” Quatre replied,
pausing to smile brightly for a photographer who snapped a quick shot of Trowa
and he as they sat together at the table.
“When Duo and I came back to the table after our dance,” He continued,
“Heero was sitting here all alone, looking all mean and moody about
something. He told Duo that he wanted
to talk to him and took him off somewhere.
That was a few minutes ago, and then you came back.” The blond Arabian chewed his rosy lower lip
as he looked up at his husband, worry evident in his bright blue eyes. “Trowa, you don’t think he was mad about Duo
and I dancing together do you? I know
we did cuddle a bit, but Duo was upset and I was only trying to comfort
him. And besides, we’ve danced like
that together hundreds of times and it has never bothered him before.”
“No
darling, I don’t think he’s angry at you.”
Trowa hastened to reassure his highly sensitive little love.
“I
do hope that Duo isn’t in any trouble though.
Heero looked really mad about something.” Quatre looked more worried than ever.
“It’s
probably nothing much. Duo probably
left the cap off the toothpaste or something, you know how Heero is.” Trowa said, casting about him for something
to divert Quatre’s attention before he began to get too upset. “Come and dance with me.” He said in desperation. Trowa was not much of a one for dancing,
though he did it extremely well, but he knew that Quatre enjoyed it, so he
endured it for his love’s sake. Just as
he had hoped, Quatre’s eyes lit up at the idea.
“Okay.” He rose and led Trowa out onto the floor,
Duo and Heero momentarily forgotten.
Out
in the rose arbour, Duo was about to find out just what it was that Heero was
‘mad’ about. When he had returned to
the table after dancing with Quatre, Heero had demanded a word with him and then promptly risen and walked
away. Duo had dutifully followed,
wondering all the way what he had done to provoke his temperamental husband’s
ire this time. However, when they had
reached the arbour, Heero turned to Duo with a smile and took his hand. He led him to a bench amongst the fragrant
rose blossoms and sat down, pulling a confused Duo down beside him.
“So,
what’s up?” Duo asked apprehensively
“I
wanted to apologise.” Heero replied.
“For
what?” Duo asked with a confused frown.
“Listen
Duo, I know that the past few months have not been much fun for you…”
“Oh
Heero, you…” Duo interposed but Heero
cut him off.
“No
Duo, hear me out first. I know that I
have been preoccupied with work and I have not paid much attention to you. Now considering the problems that this has
caused between us in the past, you bore it all with amazing fortitude, and said
nothing. I would like you to know that
I appreciate that very much. I know how
hard it was for you, but you gave me the space I needed to put certain measures
in place and you strengthened my conviction that I am doing the right thing.”
“I
don’t understand Heero,” Duo said shaking his head, “What are you doing?”
“I’m
giving up the business.” Heero stated
calmly. Duo’s eyes widened in surprise
and horror.
“Heero
no!” He exclaimed. “You worked so hard
to make that company what it is today.
You can’t sell up, not now that everything’s going so well. I won’t let you do it. I know how much it means to you.”
Heero’s
smile broadened. He looked at his
husband, and swore to himself that he had never loved him more than he did at
this moment. “Duo you amaze me.” He said.
“All your troubles would be over if I gave up the business, yet you
still react like this. You are just the
most amazing person I know, and I love you so much.” He leaned forward and kissed Duo soundly on his slightly parted
lips. When they broke the kiss Duo
tucked his legs up beneath him and snuggled up to Heero on the bench, placing
his arms around his husband’s trim waist and his head on his muscular chest.
“Now
let me explain what is going to happen.”
Heero said as he combed his fingers through Duo’s unbraided hair. “I’m not selling the business. I have simply stepped down as an active
partner and I have put a board of directors in place to run it for me. They have been empowered to make all
decisions and are under strict instructions not to bother me with
anything. I am going to give it a try
for a year, and see what happens. This
year I intend to spend with you, doing whatever you want. We can travel or stay home and do absolutely
nothing for a year, it’s up to you. The
only thing that is certain is that whatever we do, we do it together. I am at your complete disposal, beginning
tomorrow. This is why I have been so
busy these past few months. I have been
putting the structure in place so that I can step back and leave the company to
run itself. It was a mammoth task and I
had only a few short months in which to accomplish it. I set myself a deadline and I only just made
it. I had to tell you tonight because
caught some rumours flying around this evening. I thought I had better tell you
myself before someone else mentioned it.
My people are set to make a press release tomorrow so the financial
press will be carrying the story by the late editions tomorrow evening, but it
seems as though the news has leaked out somehow, as it usually does with these
things.
“Oh
Heero,” Duo looked up at his husband with eyes that shimmered with unshed
tears. “You did all that for me?”
“All
for you.” Heero replied, “And if I were less of a fool I would have done it
sooner. You know the saying ‘You don’t
know what you’ve got ‘till it’s gone’?”
Duo nodded into his chest and Heero continued. “I found out just how true that saying is when you left me last
summer. Those were the worst few months
of my life, and just consider that statement in the light of a life that has
had some pretty bad things happen. I’m
not sorry it happened though, because it gave me the kick in the pants that I
needed to see what my stupidity was doing to you and to our relationship. After you came back, I wracked my brains to
see how I could keep the business and keep you at the same time, and I came to
the conclusion that I couldn’t. So I
did the only thing I could. It might
not work and we could end up destitute in a year’s time, but somehow I don’t
think that that will happen. I think
that everything will be fine. I don’t
ever want to risk losing you Duo; you are the best thing that has ever happened
to me.”
Duo
snuggled deeper into Heero’s warm embrace and smiled to himself. “I hope you realise that you have made a rod
for your own back now lover.” He said
slyly.
“Why
is that?” Heero asked.
“Well,”
Duo replied, “Whenever I want to bend you to my will all I have to do is
threaten to leave you and you’ll be putty in my hands. Ouch, that hurt Yuy!” He exclaimed as Heero grabbed a handful of his
hair and tugged hard.
In
the small ante-chamber, Wufei and Treize were snuggled together in much the
same way that Heero and Duo were. Just
as Trowa had promised, the room was tranquil and peaceful, and the couple were
quite relaxed. Treize stroked Wufei’s
silky hair, and murmured comforting phrases.
“Don’t
worry my sweet, everything will be alright.”
“When
I hear you say that I can almost believe that it will,” Wufei said, “But I
don’t see how it can be. I have been so
worried and scared for so long now, that it has almost driven me mad.”
“But
why didn’t you tell me?” Treize asked.
“I
just couldn’t.” Wufei replied. “I couldn’t tell anyone. You know those nightmares I’ve been having?”
“The
ones about the war?”
“Kind
of. Well they weren’t about the war at
all. You just assumed that they were
and I did nothing to disabuse you, since I couldn’t’ tell you the truth. I would dream that I would be lying on the
operating table, and that you would be there with me. I would see your face just before succumbing to the
anaesthetic. Then I would be lying on a
bed somewhere, in some sort of recovery room I assume, and I would hear your
voice saying to me that everything went fine with the operation. I would ask you when they were going to take
the bandages off my eyes, and you wouldn’t answer me. Then I would put my hand up to my eyes and I would realise that
there were no bandages on my
eyes. I couldn’t see you.” Wufei’s voice broke at this point, and
Treize held him tightly.
“Oh
my love, no wonder you were so frightened.
You should have told me.” He
murmured.
“What
would have been the point?” Wufei
replied hoarsely. “There was nothing
you could have done. You couldn’t stop
me from dreaming. I had the same
horrible dream over and over again.
That the last time I ever saw your face was just before the
operation. I couldn’t go through with
it. I just couldn’t take the chance of
that happening. At least this way, I
would see you for ten more years, albeit increasingly poorly.” He laughed a little at this, and Treize took
heart. If he could still laugh all was
not lost. “You know what Trowa said
about my risking my life without a qualm during the war?” Wufei continued, “Well he was right, but I
didn’t have you then, well, not until the end anyway. But now I can’t risk never seeing your face again. I couldn’t bear it… I just couldn’t.” Wufei gave way to a small sob, which he
managed to stifle into a hiccup.
“Listen
my pet,” Treize said firmly, “You have to have that operation. You have to recover from this. I am not going to let you go blind, not now
and not in ten year’s time. Here’s what
we are going to do. I will phone Dr
Scrivener’s office tomorrow and make an appointment for the surgery.”
“But
Treize…” Wufei began, but Trieze cut
him off.
“No
buts. We are going to do this. Everything will be okay, I promise you, and
you will have nothing but pleasant dreams from now on.” Just how he was going to make good on this
promise Treize had no earthly idea, but
he had to, and, he though, he would just have to cross that bridge when he came
to it.
“But
what if it doesn’t work?” Wufei was not
so easily swayed. His scepticism was palpable but Treize waded
through it.
“It
will work.” He stated categorically. “I will stay with you the whole
time. My face will be the last thing
you see when you go under and the first thing you see when you come round.”
“Will
you stay with me during the operation?”
Wufei asked timidly.
“Of
course, if that’s what you want.”
Treize replied, encouraged by Wufei’s apparent acceptance of the
situation. He spoke with an airy
insouciance, but his heart chilled at the prospect. Treize might have been a warmonger in his youth, but that was a
long time ago. Now, even the mere
thought of bloodshed made him blanche.
“Good.” Wufei nodded. Then suddenly doubtful, he asked, “What if they won’t let you
stay?”
“They
will.” Treize assured him. “I will be with you the whole time and
everything will be okay. And then when
you are all better, we will go to Dr Scrivener for the laser surgery, and then
you will be able to see me without these.”
He tapped the frame of Wufei’s spectacles lightly with his finger. Wufei laughed again.
“I
can’t wait.” He said.
After
a few dances and some time spent dutifully mingling with other guests, Quatre
and Trowa returned to their table to find Heero, Duo, Treize and Wufei all
seated round the table, sipping champagne and chatting together amiably. As they took their seats Treize summoned a
passing waiter and with a languid flick of his wrist ordered a glass of
champagne for each of the new arrivals.
All of this he accomplished without uttering a single word.
“Hey
Q, Tro, you guys, guess what…” Duo
launched into an animated resume of his and Heero’s discussion in the rose
arbour. When he had heard the gist of
the story, Trowa left Quatre to smother Duo with hugs of congratulation, and
turned to Wufei and Treize.
“Is
everything okay?” He asked. Wufei looked up at Treize and nodded.
“Everything
is fine.” Trieze confirmed. “I am going to make the arrangements
tomorrow. And now,” He said loudly,
rising from his seat, “I would like to propose a toast. ‘To Friends!’” He said, raising his crystal champagne flute.
“To
Friends!” The other five repeated in
unison, rising to their feet and raising their glasses in response. They each took a sip of the sparkling wine
and smiled at each other.
Yes,
Trowa nodded to himself, it had been a very good evening, and it had just got
better. He idly wondered whether a
costume ball might be an idea for next year.
(1) – Reference to a previous story ‘Two Components’