Teen Hooker I wasn�t the one that was surprised when my Grand mom showed up at the door of our motel room. After all, I had called her. When the john had left his cell phone on the floor under the bed, I saw my chance and took it. Mom always said you had to make your own breaks in this world and well, I missed calling Grand mom on my fourteenth birthday. Even though we were on the road and even though my mom had said no, �she don�t need to hear her hard timing us�. Well, I found the cell phone and I called. So mom was really all surprised and not happy when Gran showed up and well when Gran saw me, she was all over the place. There was all sorts of yelling which wasn�t anything new cause the two of them were like cats and dogs and I didn�t have anywhere to hide cause we only had one room and the bed was all of that. I wanted to watch my stories cause that�s what we did every afternoon until the johns started coming by and we went to work and well, you can�t watch stories when the yelling brings the cops and well, the cops, that was a whole different drama. So I get packed up and put in Gran�s rear seat of her big shiny car and mom disappears in the back of a black and white and she�s screaming and its not only about me, its about her crack, and her johns and the money. Gran told me that mom would get lots of help which she needed and I thought that was funny because she never let me call her mom, she didn�t want the Johns to know and she told everyone we were sisters which was really funny cause I was a boy and that�s another secret we kept. And Gran told me to stop giggling and to sit up nice and straight and when we got to her house, it was pretty cool cause I hadn�t been there since I was really little and the house was all pretty and well, we went in and she took me right up to the bathroom and told me to get in the hot tub and scrub up. Well, the surprises kept coming for my Gran when I took off my slip dress and pulled down my panties and Granmom got all sorts of dramatic just like mom had done. She was really upset and asked me how long this had been going on and well, I didn�t know what she meant and I climbed in the big tub and started washing my hair and using conditioner and then scrubbed between my legs and my body and Grand sat there on the toilet seat and watched just like a john. She gave me the biggest, fluffiest towel to dry off with and wanted to examine me and well, maybe something she saw freaked her out cause she started crying and hugging me and I didn�t know what was bothering her. I mean, I wanted to put on my slip dress and my panties and Gran said something about getting proper clothes and well, she got me a white short sleeve cotton shirt and a pair of shorts from her room. They were too big but I didn�t complain. She told me she�d make a phone call and be right back. I mean, I wasn�t going to run away or anything and she was feeding me lunch and then a neighbor came by and dropped off a paper sack of clothes and well, I heard them talking and my Granmom was saying things like something was wrong and that got me worried. Nothing was wrong unless you thought about my mom being with the cops, but she could use a few days away from the pipe cause she wasn�t thinking very well with all that new crack on the street and maybe it was okay. So Gran comes back in and takes me back upstairs and by now, my hair is dry from my bath and she lets me brush it out and tells me that its awfully long and who colored it and I tell her that mom had it colored and mom told me it looked real nice that length and the john�s like it that way too. And Gran asks me what kind of pills I was taking and I shake my head and tell her that this lady was giving me shots and I�d get them once a week or so and didn�t my titties look nice. But Grand didn�t like me shaking my titties at her and told me to stop that and didn�t I know that boys didn�t do that. I told her that mom and the johns loved it when I did that and well, I liked it when guys watched. Grand just started crying and asking me what I wanted to wear out of the bag and we spread the clothes on the bed and they were all boy clothes and I looked and well, I wanted to cry too. Mom had told me I was too pretty to be a boy and all her johns liked me as a sister and well, she told me that if I kept my panties on she could use me as a fluffer and well, I felt good that I could help. And here I was, and Granmom was asking me to put on boy clothes and well, I picked out a tee shirt and a pair of jeans and some socks and sneakers and when I put them on, my titties were bouncing free through my tee shirt and Grand said we�d need to do something about that. So she pulled my hair back into a rubber band and asked me if I wanted a hair cut and I said no. I told her that I liked my hair like that and she asked me if we could at least dye it something other than bottle blonde and I said sure and gave her a hug. We went out in her car and went shopping. Gran bought me boy under pants and made me try on these tight sports bras that made me look flat but no dresses and nothing pretty. She told me that I was a boy and needed to be more like a boy and well, I didn�t say anything because Grand didn�t need any more surprises that day. But even after she dyed my hair brown, which was my natural color, cause that�s what color my pussy hair was, well if I had a pussy, she still wasn�t happy and she sat me down and handed me a bottle and some cotton balls and wanted me to remove my polish and while I was doing that she asked me how come I dressed like a girl and not a boy and I told her how mom said that no real man would want a little boy to suck him off and how all that pretty was going to waste and then when I was pretty we made more money and I guess that�s not what she wanted to hear cause there was more crying. And she took me to a doctor and he looked at me and told Gran and me that I was castrated and nothing was going to change that and I was full of hormones and I knew all that so I didn�t say anything. Cause, if I wasn�t full of hormones, my titties wouldn�t be nice and my butt wouldn�t be all round and I wouldn�t be as pretty and well, wasn�t it all about pretty? And the doctor told me to get dressed and he and Granmom went in another room and talked and I just sat there and thought about my mom and wondered how she was doing. And then we went out and got in the car and Gran asked me if I liked being a girl and I told her that it was fine and she took me to the mall and let me pick out some dresses and some pretty things and that was fun. But she told me that I would need to be a boy outside the house until things got settled and that she needed to see if she could get me some help. I listened and didn�t say anything but finally I told her that I was happy to be with her but I was confused and well, I knew what mom had done to me and that was that. I told her I heard what the doctor said and I asked her why was she trying to undo something that couldn�t be undone. Granmom looked at me and started crying. I felt bad for her and tried to hug and kiss her and she pushed me away. She explained that the last time she had seen me I was her Grandson and now I looked just like my mom and she was so upset because mom had run away from her house and she didn�t want to lose me too. I told her that I loved her and not to worry and we went home and Grand mom let me put polish on my nails and let me use her makeup and then she looked at me and got quiet. I guess it was because I looked like my mom which I thought was good. But I think looking at me depressed my Grandmother and well, it wasn�t great but it was okay. After two days of sitting around, Grand mom asked me if I had been to school and I told her that I read a lot and no, I had never been to school since mom and I had left. She drove me up to the school and I sat all afternoon in an office and took tests. I thought they were pretty easy and I knew I did okay on them and well, the principal told my Gran and me that I could enter into the ninth grade even if I didn�t have any records and Gran filled out the forms. She told them my name was Ashley and I giggled and she looked at me like this was no joke and to be quiet. So I became Ashley Johnson instead of Billy Johnson and I was going to start school the next day. I saw some of the high school kids when we were leaving and it was just like the streets, all noisy and crowded. I was happy because it was safer than the streets and I didn�t have to worry about someone ripping us off or holding a gun to our heads and stealing our shoes. We got back in the car and I thanked Granmom and she told me that she hoped that she made the right decision and we went home. I wanted to look like everyone else and noticed that most all the girls wore jeans and little tee shirts. I picked out a pair of jeans that hugged me all nicely and even though they were new, they were soft. I picked out a white tee that looked nice and a white bra that Grand mom said looked very nice under the tee. In the morning, I brushed my hair and pulled it back in a pony tail and Grand gave me a notebook and some money for lunch and I got dropped off. The principal took me to my homeroom and introduced me to my teacher who introduced me to a nice girl named Jane who showed me around that day. I didn�t say much about where I had been or what I had been doing for the past four or five years. I didn�t think it was cool to say my mom was a hooker and I was part of the act so I smiled and it was cool when Jane and her friends slipped out and smoked a cigarette and that was nice and I took a few puffs even that I didn�t smoke much cause we never had enough money for a pack. After school, Gran picked me up and told me that she heard from the police and mom was in a rehab and we wouldn�t hear from her for six weeks cause those were the rules and I was sad because I wanted to tell her I loved her and all about school but we went shopping and ate dinner out. Gran was turning pretty cool and asked me about my first day and did I have enough clothes for the next week and we got some stuff at the stores and that was nice. School was okay, not very exciting. Jane was a nice friend and all the girls were cool and then it came to the boys. The boys were all just johns. They hung around looking for freebees and the girls would tease them and if they wanted to go together the girls would kiss them and all but it was pretty harmless and nothing happened. I mean, I had never said much to the johns when I was with my mom. I would let them kiss my titties which felt good and then I would take them in my mouth and suck them, which wasn�t that much fun. Mom told me my job was not to let them cum in my mouth but to warm them up for her pussy. That didn�t always work and sometimes they�d cum in my mouth and that was no fun and you really had to get used to the taste. Once in a while some guy would get it in his mind that he wanted to fuck me and well, I had been fucked in the ass a few times which hurt and didn�t feel very good and if I kept my pee pee taped down tight, so no one knew I was a boy and that was fine. But mom always worried that some guy would kill us both if he ever found out that he was letting some little boy-girl suck him off. Mom worried more about when we worked the trucks cause those guys were so hopped up on uppers and you never knew what they�d do. It was good money and quick to work out on the highway at the truck stops but there was always an air of tension and danger that even the streets didn�t match. I guess that�s why I finally called Gran. In the back of my mind I wanted to get out of the life and stop living like that. I mean, I knew what was happening and while I liked being pretty and loved my mom, I wanted more than a spot on dirty sheets at night and always feeling scared and needing a shower. School was working out well. It was fun and the kids were pretty cool if not a bit too innocent. So after a couple of days of school, Jane asked me if I wanted to double on Friday night with her and her boyfriend and his friend. I shrugged and said sure. Jane asked me if I had a dress to wear and we talked about that and she introduced me to Tony, this guy I was going to go out with. I told Gran and she was all worried and I told her that it was cool and we were going to a movie and not to worry that I could handle myself and it wouldn�t be the first time that some guy was with me and didn�t know he was with a girlyboy and Grand said not to talk like that. She wasn�t happy about it but she gave me these pills that the doctor had given her and she said that these would be a substitute for the shots. I took two and well, it did feel good knowing I had them back in my system even though they weren�t very strong. Jane and Bob and Tony and I saw this funny movie and then we went parking. Tony and I were kissing and that was nice cause none of the johns ever kissed very much and Tony was a good kisser. I was enjoying that and Tony was touching my nipples which felt very nice and I could feel his hard cock pushing against my dress. I was wearing this really nice cotton summer dress and didn�t want to mess it up and well, I really liked it and I could smell Jane fucking Bob up in the front seat and the pussy smell and the noises were driving me to giggles cause it reminded me of working the johns and well, I asked Tony if he wanted to go for a walk. We walked along the edge of the park and talked and he was kissing me and well, I wondered if I should do something more. Tony was sixteen and since I was only fourteen and well, Jane was fifteen and well, I guess I wanted to please this guy and he was cute. I was surprised how quickly he came in my hand. He had a nice one and it was pretty and I sucked on it and stroked him and licked him and made some humming noises and well I was doing all the things that mom had taught me and well, I was really surprised when he gave a grunt and splashed on my hand and wrist. I was happy that he hadn�t sprayed my face or my dress like the johns liked to do cause well, I didn�t want to ruin my makeup or my new dress. I held him until it grew soft and them I let him pull it away. I was really surprised when he kissed me and told me how nice I was and how great that was. I was surprised cause I had never been kissed like that or told how nice I was and well, Tony held me in his arms and kissed me some more and I felt very good. He asked me if he could do something nice for me and did I want to have sex with him? I giggled and told him no. Imagine if I had told him that I had a little soft willy between my legs and no pussy. Instead I let him kiss my titties and that was fine and then he was hard again and he asked if he could do me and I told him I was a virgin. I told him that I enjoyed having him in my mouth and that I was a virgin and needed to stay that way. He got mad and I told him not to be that and it was true that no guy was ever in my pussy and I liked him and I kissed him and when he got hard again I used my hand to get him off which seemed to ease the tension. Tony was pretty strong and he was rubbing my pretty bottom and suddenly he was sticking his fingers back there and thank goodness that when mom cut me and took away my boy balls that the surgeon had formed my sack into pussy lips and a little opening. Tony�s fingers found that and when he realized how little the opening was, he seemed satisfied that maybe I was telling the truth. My little willy had been trimmed to look like a clit and so I let Tony touch me a little and I was happy it was in the dark cause no matter what it felt like, it wouldn�t look like a real pussy in the daytime. He still wanted to fuck me and he told me I had the nicest clitty he had ever touched, but I told him no and that my Grand mom would never let me go out with him again if that happened. He seemed to calm down and I promised myself that I wasn�t going to get myself in that position again. I was pretty helpless out there in the park at night by myself. So when I got home, fortunately, Gran was asleep and I was able to get inside and wash up and get ready for bed. I checked between my legs and well, Tony had poked real deep which had worried me cause I didn�t have a pussy between my legs, just this little indentation and I didn�t want to start bleeding all over the place. One time, this john had been fucking my bottom and had stuck his cock in there and it hurt and it was all torn up and bled and well, after that, I had to shove a tampon in there to keep it dry and stop the bleeding. It was a mess for a month and finally healed and I didn�t want that again. The only problem was that the opening had gotten deep and well, not deep enough for a cock but eveidently Tony�s finger hadn�t done any damage and I wondered if it would be a real pussy someday. I got that answer the following week when I visited another doctor. Gran seemed anxious to make everything right with me and this doctor was a surgeon and he was pretty cool. He told me right in front of Gran that I had no sex organs to speak of and if I wanted to have him construct an artificial vagina, he could do it but it would always be simply a fake. I shook my head like I knew but Gran was all upset and crying. I asked the doctor when he could do this and he told me that it would not be a problem but he wanted me to wait until I was at least sixteen. I smiled and told him that was fine with me. Gran was calm when we drove home and kept asking me if everything was fine. I reminded her that I had been living as a girl for a long time and thought of myself as a young woman and not as a young man. She seemed to have to think about this and it got quiet. I kept seeing Tony but told him that I didn�t want to do him and that my Gran would put him in jail if we did that sort of thing. The idea of jail seemed to slow him down and he was satisfied from then on to simply kiss and settle for me touching him until he came. I did enjoy what the kids called dry humping where Tony laid down on top of me and rubbed me until he came in his pants. It felt nice to be held real tight and rubbed on. I finished my year in school and did get good grades. I liked the way my body was changing. The pills seemed to work just fine and my breasts were growing and filling in and my bottom was getting all round and always got lots of compliments especially in the summer when I wore a swimsuit. Mom was in jail for almost the whole school year and when she finally got out, she only stayed with us for a week and then disappeared again. I was sad for her that she couldn�t give up the pipe and the life she had led. I was happy that Gran and I lived together and things were going well. I got my newly constructed vagina after Christmas when I turned sixteen. I was in the hospital during the whole vacation and the doctor said it was I was so healthy that I recovered so well. I was pretty proud of my new slit and how good it looked. The biggest problem was that it wasn�t something that I could talk about or show off. I couldn�t tell all my girl friends �hey look at my newly constructed vagina!�. The first time I got to show it off was when I gave myself to a boy. No, it was not Tony. He had given up on me and was long gone to other girls who would put out on a regular basis. No, this was Robert who was sweet and smart and special. His parents were away a lot and we spent a lot of Saturday night dates snuggled on the couch or in his bed making love. I told the doctor how well it worked and got the lecture about sexually transmitted diseases. Duh. If you had lived my life for the past six or seven years, you knew all about that. I graduated high school and got to wear my three inch red heels and wear the red gown with all the other girls. I was so happy for Gran and she was happy for me. She told me that I was a special Grand child and she�d always love me. I guess it was a good idea so long ago to call her that day. |
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