So Much Pain

I felt abandoned, and alone,
no family, friends, to call a home.
I lay awake, unable to sleep,
that night I prayed, my soul to keep.
Things looked up there, for a while,
I fell in love, with someones smile.
I loved her dearly, with all my might,
still haunts my dreams, night after night.
Things got better, then got worse,
friend took his life, with no remorse
I miss him much, he's in my heart,
got a chance, at a new start.
I fell again, and opened my heart,
her "special" friend, tore us apart.
I cry at night, and no one knows,
memories strike, a famalier pose.
The feelings I felt, I learned to tame,
how can one life, bring so much pain...

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