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TO YOU, SHWETA |
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hello shweta, I ve had this in my heart fir the last 5 yrs and I ve been dreaming about you since then .here, I would say that I cant think of life without you. and I had to tell you what it means when you cant see your beloved one .the feeling of restlessness always creeps in , I cant even concentrate on my studies. well, I have to be practical, here and should tell you why I love you. apart from being osterely beautiful, you have a great nature, and your eyes, they just cast a spell on me. they made me mad the moment I saw you, I fell in love at your very first sight. it was back in 1998 since then I vet never ever thought of another girl, except you, who never left my thoughts .but to my horror, you left the city even before I ever had a friendly chat with you, and I was deserted. even without communicating, the feeling of being within reach gave me satisfaction. but after the board exams, I was deeply shocked, on the day the results were declared, my eyes were looking for you, only to find that you were not there, and later, realize that you had left the city. after 26 th of march 1999, I was the happiest soul on earth to see you on 14 th November, the same year, in a prize ceremony, then you had to go somewhere, and I could only say " abhi to kaafi time hai, araam se ho jaayega" .and do you remember, I went to the stage when you were called, and you went in my stead. did that mean anything ? I wish it did, I wish it did, but ..... I love you, and when I say that, I don't mean that I wanna act as they do in films, instead, I wanna be in touch with you, and be a good friend of yours, this love is not different from the love towards my family members, I hope you can understand that. as I love you, and would never like to see you unhappy, so if you wish, I will never contact you again but please, at least once, do e mail me, or meet me, or ring me up, for I wanna see and hear you for one last time. the only thing I hate on earth is flattery, and I wanna honestly say that I can die if it would help you. beauty is more important in the heart, and you have it on the face, as much as you do in the heart. please think about this letter for a while , think if you wanna accept a true friend who really loves you, now don't misinterpret "love" .anyway I am in trouble and don't know what to do. I request you, please help your true lover. yours- prakash |