Genre: fluff, extra-mild and yaoi�a little foul language. What�d ya expect? ^__^

Rating: PG-13

Disclaimer:� don�t own anybody here�>sobs hysterically< I just�I just owned a few of their CDs! ^__^ That�s enough for me�

Dedicated to: me^^, Die (?), Shinya (?!!), DEG fans, Myo, Ruicchi who �accidentally� read this before I post it^^ and Die X Shinya lovers!!!

I am Terachi Shinya, the drummer of Dir-en-grey�but I think I don�t need to tell you. I�m sure you know us well�I mean, I�m sure enough that Dir-en-grey has many fans out there�but I�m not saying �fans of mine�. Kyo�he�s cute and kawaii >Shin-chan! You won�t want Kyo hear what you were saying! >_<;;;<, everybody of course adore him so much�and Kaoru. He�s the best leader I�ve ever met� so kind and�I cannot help it, he�s hot. But I won�t talk about him too much�Toshiya will surely will scream like a bitch and crack me into pieces so easily�but Toshiya is nice too. He�s pretty�I shall say �sinful prettiness��well�I cannot help it�he�s a professional slut. (>_<) Hmm�? Am I missed someone�oh-! No way�not that useless imbecile!�Die�

Gah! Die drove me crazy! Not �that� I mean! He�totally�made me�angry. Those nasty shimmering eyes�those mischievous smiles of him! I want to get rid of it all!!!!! I hate Ando Daisuke�I H_A_T_E Die!!!! I don�t know what makes fans gone crazy when he sway his body through the music at the live! >Oooh�!! *o*< And I don�t know why did Toshiya always praised Die as the sexiest redhead he had ever seen! (it makes Kaoru fumes a lot�) what�s on the eye?! What happened with everybody??? I know Toshiya have to use glasses, but it�s still�I can�t accept the fact that everybody adore Die a lot! That�s not because I am jealous!�or�maybe there�s something about Die that I don�t know? Because�what I know and what can I see in Die are: fool, jerk, dummy, big amount of muscles, no brains, just a big amount of muscles without brains.

And somehow�I used to hate him now. He always flirts me a lot, tease me�and lately it gained! When we have practices, my drumming is usually good�but when he stared at me�with those piercing dark eyes. I know they�re usually nasty, shimmering eyes, but this one�s different! I see something in those eyes�lust�passion�love? I don�t know�but it makes me uncomfortable�and it seems he won�t stop! Keep staring at me along the rehearsal�I cannot belief it didn�t disturb his guitar�but it DID disturb me! Kyo cries out in many times because I cannot drumming nicely, Toshiya cheer me and babysitting him�and the worst, Kaoru. Did I mention that he�s the best leader I�ve ever met? And now I know that he�s also the best�angry-leader I�ve ever met�and Die? I cannot belief that he and his eyes were still following me! Aaaaaaaaaaaaahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I�� H A T E�� A N D O�� D A I S U K E !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

�Hajimeru sa, minna! Yurameki!!!!!!� the little vocalist screamed into the mike. I started to beat the drums for the beginning and Kyo started to sing. The song sounds good�Kyo�s voice is so fit with the song�sounds husky. It going so well until my eyes met Die�s. No way�he�s staring at me like THAT again! Oh no�no�it�s not gonna� be good! Kya!

�No, no! that�s nothing! I�m just wondering,�Kaoru sat on the sofa, Toshiya follow him to sit. Kyo jumped onto the couch while�that redheaded moron sat on the arm of the sofa. I cannot find my place to rest my ass, so I decided to stay still.

�Hmm�Shin-chan��Toshiya started, �Kao-kao is thinking�maybe you need rest��

�No�but Kaoru-san�I�m fine�just�a little dizzy after yesterday drink session�heheh��

�No, Shin-kun. You such a terrible liar�Die, you take Shinya home.� What? I cannot belief my own ears�Die? Take me home??? Die stood up and smirked naughtily�but I won�t! he could make everything worse! I�m not surprise if tomorrow I cannot go to practice and stayed at home gulping all of his teases towards me!

And now�I was in Die�s new precious sport car�why the hell am I here??? With that jerk�listening to his bad-taste of music! Hmm�well�not too bad, actually�but�it�s Die. The most un-precious human as long as I know him. Big, dumb, jackass�what can I expect from a �Die�? I�m just sat here, nibbled on my lower lip and grumbled. I hate Die.

�Shin-chan��that naughty mouth! I swear I�ll beat him up if he called me that again!

�Mou~�Shin-chan is so cold!� he whined playfully, staring at me from the mirror. �But you�re cute when you�re like that��

�� Die stopped at the red traffic lamp and turned his face on me. Ignore him, Shinya�just ignore him. Silently, yet surprisingly he placed his big and warm hand on my thigh. Shit! I cannot ignore this one. I slapped that naughty hand away and looked up to him, give him my well-known deadly glare.

�No. Touchy.� He smirked and started to drive again when the lamp turned green >or blue? What color is it in Japan? >_<;;;<

�Wow�why, may I ask?� he giggled a bit, grinning like an idiot as usual, �I just cannot help it, Shin-chan�you�re cute!� he�he laughed at me! NO!

We�re arrived�thank god! I don�t know what to say�I just want to leave the friggin� car and say a short goodbyes to the redhead�.HA-HA-HA! I AM FREE!!!!!!!

�Wait��no way�. I turned my face to him�and I saw he was gripping my wrist. I cannot move! Now what will he do to me???

�What is it, Die-kun�?� I looked up towards Die and�there�re no nasty eyes or mischievous grin. There�re�beautiful dark shimmering eyes and perfect lip that shaped into a perfect smile. The eyes�there�re no lust�no mischievous�it�s soft�warm�could it be�love?

�I noticed it�as your new way to tease me��I stated coldly. I don�t think it means something else�

Oh gosh�now I sensed something�s different. The way he called me this time�sounds so husky�yet so demanding. I cannot belief this�

Die pulled me by my wrist slowly and easily placed me on his lap. Warm�and the smells good�he nuzzled into my neck and purred cutely like a cat.

�Shin-chan��there he goes again�I could feel his lip�s movements on my neck�just�feels so right�even when he flicked out his red-strawberry-like tongue over my skin�oh gosh�

�Nnn�Die-kun�stop please�I don�t know what�re you talking about�and I don�t know anything about your feelings upon me��I sobbed quietly, but I think he knew. He stopped and wiped my tears off smoothly. He smiled so warmly to me�I hope that smile is only for me.

��I though�everything�s clear now, Shin-chan��he wrapped his arms around my waist protectively. Somehow in the time I didn�t mind to be so close to him�

�What�s clear��I thought he�ll yell at me because of my careless habit but he just laughed softly and pushed the back of my head into his chest. Feels so�warm�

�My dearest little innocent Shin-chan��he sighed, �I am always in love with you�since the first time we met��

Die? The big silly-head who always makes me the biggest walking joke? That Ando Daisuke is actually in love with me???

�Die�tell me�this is�this is your new way to tease me, right�?� I forced myself to smile but�damn it�my tears started to spill out of the place. �Where�s the tape recorder? I know you hide it somewhere��I started to get nervous�and the tears won�t stop. Die laughed softly and wiped the tears off of my face. He smiled and kissed me on my lip�a quick kiss but enough to warm me up. He tightened his arms around me�now I feel so safe.

�No, Shin-chan�there�s no tape recorder or stuffs like that, say... maybe now I�m being honest and won�t tease you too much today, honey-bun. That�s what I feel to you, Shinya��he sighed a little after the revelation and kissed me on my cheek.

I cannot help it�my tears flow freely all over my face�I�m so�I�m too thrilled�happy�I�I�

�I love you too, bastard��I smiled. Die looked surprised but happy. He pulled me softly and in a swift move, his lips were on mine. We�re kissing again�he slipped his strawberry-like tongue into my mouth and I do the same thing. Tastes so sweet�I want this to be forever�no, Die, don't leave me alone. I want you�beside me�be with me�forever�

Hug me as much as you want�kiss me as much as you want�because I want it too�

Toshiya: >swaying his hip sexily towards Kao< come on, Kao�I�m sure they�re busy now�why don�t we busying ourselves? >Wrapped his arms around Kaoru�s neck and put a little kiss< Nee, darling�?

Author: sucks ending�so�how�d you feel after you read this�? Hate it? like it? O_O~*>curious shimmering eyes^^< I know this IS sucks�ridiculous�too much fluff and looks yucky�^_^;;; lemme know, okay? Just tell me�C&C�s are appreciated!!! And�oh, yeah�feel free to send me a mail at [email protected] ! ^^v and maybe there�s somebody who would kindly send me some DEG downloads�? O_O >hopefully<

The main idea is originally come from Akicchi�s overjoyed heart and brain, please do not copy and put it into any archive without my permission!