| My letter to Niki |
| Dear Niki, I am sure that you heard that many times before... but you did change a part of my "world". I don't say here that you did a total changing in my life like God could do for people, but you did open a kinda world I would have never knew... without collecting on you. when I decided to collect on you and your wonderful and late sibling Krissy, I've met by postmail a lot of people through the world... from USA to Australia, via Japan, Argentina, Russian etc... I did met some of my closest friends by this way of penpalling... that is what I thought about "you changed my life". I would have never met them and never had the chance to get some exciting moments with them. Then, you did also open to me a wonderful and glamourous world : photography and modelling. I did have fabulous moments photographing and talking about fashion... You are right about the barriers you put up between you and your fans, but you did know how much you mean for fans back in 2001. I was one of those you sent letters and gifts to you and also a lot of prayers to help you out to recover... Many fans might stop collecting on you and even threw away their collection, but I SHALL never do it because I did put enthousiasm, passion and fun in it... Keep on living your own life far away from fans and just let us being a little part of your world by gracing on magazines... Kind regards, Lisa |